Update re Brad Holman

Craig Winquist <cwinquist@aol.com> Thu, Jul 6, 2023 at 7:25 AM

Here is a follow up to the note we just put out. It will clarify Brad’s status in the work and help our friends realize they have to use their own judgement about Brad and the allegations. There is only so much that we can do for them. So you could send this to the elders but maybe it should go as a general email to the friends as well. I don’t know how well it gets sent around.

A brother, Craig


Dear friends,

In the interest of a safer fellowship:

I need to send an update on Brad Holman’s status in the ministry. It doesn’t seem like the allegations are any less serious than when we first learned about them.

I want to make it clear that Brad is no longer in the work, and that decision will not be reconsidered unless there are some profound changes regarding the multiple allegations against him.

The only restriction we can place on him at this time is that he is not to be attending any meetings in person.

While the CSA allegations are serious, to our knowledge, he has not been charged with any criminal activity by legal authorities. As a result, he is free to travel, visit where he is welcome and work as he desires. We have no legal right to impose restrictions beyond limiting him from attending meetings.

We feel it prudent to remind our friends (especially families with children) that they need to be cautious considering the CSA allegations.

Wishing all the very best . . .

A brother, Craig

Letter to Scott Rauscher from a Child Sexual Assault Survivor’s Parents

July 2, 2023

We’ve debated for quite some time on how public to go with our story. While we can’t share all the details because it involves minors, we feel like it is important for the friends and the workers to know the damage that has been done to our child, but more importantly, the lack of response from the ministry. 

We are hopeful that our letter will encourage elders especially to make a stand against what seems to be a dictatorship within the ministry. Because of that, we have overseers who are not taking any accountability because they don’t have too.

Our child was a victim of CSA. ———‘s abuser took it farther and suffocated our child, leading to brain damage. Our child will never recover from what happened. This has affected our family in ways no one could possibly understand. It’s not just the therapies and counseling that is needed. It has taken a mental and emotional toll on our entire family.

We’ve heard multiple times about those that feel for the workers or even those that feel some abusers have changed so they should be allowed in meetings.

We are here to say that there MUST be a ZERO tolerance policy put in place. 

Most of this can be laid at the worker’s feet. Many besides us, have come forward over the years about abuse and they were silenced, ignored or threatened.

For those that read this, make no mistake there are abusers in your meetings. Your overseers know.

We’d like to share the letter that we wrote to Scott Rausher, the overseer of Montana and Wyoming. At the end of the letter we will list the workers that knew about our situation. You will see which ones responded.


Scott,

I’m sure you’ll notice that this email is also being sent to Barb. There are a couple of reasons for that. The main reason is so we can be assured that you received this email even if you choose not to respond. We’ve learned that by getting no response from Dean.

We are going to say what many are thinking. The truth has become a safe haven for pedophiles and rapists.

We, like many others, have sat on the sidelines and watched the waves of “immoral” behavior come to light in recent weeks. That word should not be used at all when referring to CSA or SA. It’s CRIMINAL what has been happening.

Our child ——— is a victim of CSA. Several years ago, we came forward about the abuse to the workers, Dean Bruer was one of them. It was completely shut down. Now that we all know what Dean truly was, we know why he did what he did.

It will be different this time around. Doing nothing will no longer be an option. Here is why. You did know about ———.

Just over a year ago, you came for supper to ———and ———‘s house with Cole Larson. You both wanted to know why ——— was there. ——— told you an abbreviated story of ———’s and ———’s abuse, even mentioning that there was a restraining order against ——— for his children. You asked her again who the restraining order was against, and she clarified: for ——— .

You had a call made to you on May 19 of this year. Your response to it was, “Wow, what a story,” and that you knew nothing of what happened. That response is unacceptable. One thing ——— and ———‘s aren’t, is liars. You can say you forgot but had you reached out to us when you were first informed, it would’ve been harder to forget.

——— is not just a victim of CSA but assault as well. ——— took a step farther and suffocated her several times. This led to brain damage that caused stroke-like symptoms. One side of her body is weaker than the other. Her speech is also affected. This has been confirmed by an MRI. 

Let us explain to you briefly what that has done. ———has been in trauma-based occupational therapy. ———is in physical therapy and counseling. This didn’t just start. This has been since the summer of 2016. ———will need continued therapy for several more years. This is not something we can get in ——— One of us (usually ———) drives either to ———, ——— or ——— for these services weekly.

Most children ——— age are sleeping through the night and have been for many years. That is not the case for her. ——— is up multiple times. These aren’t 5 minute wake up. They last 2-3 hours. This especially takes a toll on ——— during the school year.

While other parents are dealing with some fighting here and there, we are dealing with a child who has violent outbursts and takes it out on ——— younger siblings.

While other parents get to witness their child play sports, ——— is unable to do any of them due to ———left side being weaker and both sides unable to work together.

This is just a brief bit of what we have gone through for nine years. This started before the abuse was disclosed, and we had no idea why.

In one of your emails that was recently sent out, you said this of Robert. “We sure appreciate him greatly.

He has a wonderful humble/ contrite spirit.”

There’s not one mention of his victims. He may be those things, but he is a criminal and a pedophile and to suggest anything less is beyond hurtful to his victims. We are here to tell you as a parents of a victim, you minimize what happened to them by saying what you said.

Much of this criminal behavior can be put at the workers’ feet. Many situations have been brought forward to workers such as yourself and many on your staff. How many cries were made and met with silence? We are not the only ones. At least ten workers knew about ——— from us, not to mention family, and we were met with silence. Not even a phone call to ask how you could help.

——— spoke with Joy Vandenberg about the situation regarding the ———‘s , about what happened to four of ——— grandchildren and the abuse that they suffered at the hands of ———

When Joy tried to talk to Tom Hinkle, he almost immediately shut her down. Because “he knew ——— and his family, and he wasn’t capable of those things”. Has the Dean Bruer situation taught anyone anything? Everyone held Dean in high regard, and he had a completely secret life.

The statistics of child sexual abuse being reported is at a all time high of 38%. Less than 20% of sexual assaults cases are even reported. Those are facts. The fact that victims are even willing to come forward takes more courage than most of us could even comprehend.

There has been nothing sent out or mentioned to any of the friends in our area about what your plans are to help make meetings a safe place. Nothing.

Here is some more facts. ——— is an abuser. Dean was made fully aware of that. It is in court papers that he cannot be left alone with his own grandchildren. He beat ——— more then once leaving him bruised all over. ——— had a relationship with a minor who was 16 years old at the time. ——— and ———, ———and ——— helped cover up that relationship when they found out about it. The icing on the cake is that he was still married to ——— at the time.

You cannot continue to ignore the problems in front of you. You cannot continue to undermine the hurt and pain that many victims are going through right now. You can not continue to make light of what these abusers have done and to suggest that they are anything but criminals is wrong. (Referring back to what you said about Robert. He is a criminal and a pedophile.) We are asking you to address the situation with the ———. If you don’t believe anything about them, there are two boxes of documentation at ———’s house that you may read. If you feel like you are unable to do so then you need to step down. And someone else that feels like they can, needs to deal with these issues.

One thing that is very evident in the teachings of Jesus was that he held children in high regard. We all should do the same.

Matt 21:12-17, Jesus threw out the money changers that were in the temple. They didn’t belong. They were dealt with. The same thing needs to be done within the truth. In this day and age, when people can call in over the phone, there’s no reason for any sort of predators to be in meeting. You can care for somebody’s soul at a distance and over the phone.


This letter was also forwarded to Loran Coleman and there was no response.

Scott did call after he was informed by Barb Hofer that I sent the email. The call was what was to be expected. Not much said from him and what was said was not honest with some “sorry’s” thrown in.

 Our point in writing this letter is to help others see that without accountability nothing will change. While we cannot speak to what is happening in other states, MT/WY are not making much progress.

One other we will mention is that man that beat his own grandchild more than once is an elder. That is a despicable testimony for an elder to have.


Dean Bruer
Julia Brist – We did recently receive a heartfelt apology after she received our letter.
Orlinda Williams
Sandy Phiefer
Jewel Gamma
Teri Foster
Scott Rauscher
Cole Larson
Joy Vandenberg -attempted to help, was shut down by Tom.
Barb Hofer- has been helpful.
Tom Hinkle
Heidi Bryant
Laura Brist
Possibly Shawna Major

You’ll notice some were younger workers at the time and were following the example of the older workers.

Matt Jensen takes time out

From Matthew Jensen
Date: Thu Jul 6 2023. 1 09 PM
Subject Update from Matt

Dear Friends

I hope you’re all managing okay.

l‘m sorry this may come as a surprise but It seems wise for me to take some time away from the work. I haven’t been sleeping well for some time now. Perhaps some time away will help restore. I’m not able to make any promises at this point regarding the future. I have certainly appreciated my time in this field.

if you have any questions within your meeting, you can reach out to Loren Quick. He will be working with others as well.

Kevin and I had two gospel meetings scheduled for Sunday, July 9 & 16 at the Indian Prairie Public Library. However we are canceling them.

The very best to each.

Take care

Matt


WINGS Note: Matt Jensen has been overseer of Illinois and Indiana

35 Years Ago – To Taylor Wood and the Church…

August 31, 1988

To Taylor Wood and the Church:

We have sought the counsel of many friends and workers, and over and over we are advised to write to you, Taylor. We know that you are aware of how disappointed we are with the outcome of our meeting with you at Elizabeth convention in Colorado this year. We were so glad when the workers called us and asked us to come and tell you how Ira Hobbs lasciviously (Mark 7:22, Galatians 5:19, Ephesians 4:19, I Peter 4: 3, Jude 4) treated our young daughter several years ago. The three of us who talked to you together all felt great disappointment in your reaction to our despair.

We still do not understand why you would not gather the other witnesses who had agreed to testify of similar problems concerning Ira and his concupiscence (Colossians 3:5, I Thessalonians 4:5). Some of the scriptural guidelines that we have found include the following: Matt. 7:15-23; Matt. 18:15-17; Acts 15:4,12,22; I Cor. 5:2,5,6,13; II Cor. 11:12-14; Gal. 5:19-21; II Thes. 2:3,4; II Thes.3:6,7; I Tim. 5.20-21; II Tim. 3:4,5; Titus 1:13-16; II Peter 2:1-3; II John 9-11; Jude 3,4; Rev. 2:2,6,14,15,20; Rev. 3:1,8,15,16; Deut. 13:14; Judges 19:30; Judges 20:1,7,8; Jer. 23; Ezek. 34. We plead with you to make it known to Ira and the church that the accusers, the accused and the witnesses need to gather and proceed with handling this problem by the directions and instructions in the word of God.

We also know that Horace Burgess has been involved in concupiscence and lasciviousness and uncleanness (Romans 1:24; Ephesians 5:3; I Thes.4:7) with young girls for several decades. We know those who are willing to testify before the church about him. Again, we ask that you make it known to the church that his problem needs to be openly examined by the victims, accusers and witnesses. Horace was in our home about 12 years ago, and we wish to tell what happened there.

I want to mention a situation that should help us to understand why these things need to be handled openly before the church as in Acts 15:4,12,22,23. It has been known by some of our ministry for a number of years that Roy Dietzel, who until recently was head worker of Nebraska, was involved in lascivious behavior. This knowledge was kept hidden in direct disobedience to the word of God, I Tim.5: 20,21.

Because a number of Nebraska elders were godly, wise, and brave enough to stand against those who had hidden this evil, the case was tried. When accused, he denied guilt, but when tried before the church, workers, elders, elders’ wives, and the sister workers whom he had fondled, he confessed his lie and admitted guilt. He was then removed as overseer of Nebraska, but for some reason that no one seems to understand, he was sent to Colorado to be in the work.

The truth of the situation became known to some and a wise young couple expressed that Roy and his companion, Gilbert Reese, could not spend the night in their home, and it evidently became clear that something would have to be done. It was reported that Roy had been put out of the work. We now understand that he was sent to Missouri to continue in the work. Many friends and workers shake their heads in disbelief when they hear these things, and we wonder what we are doing to ourselves. If this case had been handled properly years ago, several sister workers would not have had their precious lives blighted by this man of flesh and pleasure-Jude 11.

Another situation that is of grave concern to many in this area involves a Colorado worker, Kenny Wahlin. He has been accused, by Frank Caler of Colorado Springs, of lasciviousness towards his daughter. Because Frank’s daughter and my daughter have both been advanced on by men who represent themselves as servants of God, we have become convinced that God’s Word teaches that we must earnestly contend for the faith once delivered (Jude 3), and there are certain men crept in unawares…Jude 4. Together, Frank and I went to Kenny and talked with him.

Frank visited with Kenny first in private for several hours. Then in the presence of Frank, a Colorado elder Ed Atkinson, and myself, Kenny confessed that he repeatedly through the years had involvements with many girls, women and sister workers that were lascivious and wrong. He expressed to us that he would write a letter confessing his actions to Frank, myself, George Gittins, and Gilbert Reese. Our meeting was on a Sunday, and he said he would write the letters on the following Tuesday. We waited for a week, the letter did not come, so Frank called him on the phone. Kenny expressed that he had decided that he would not make known what he had lasciviously done in the past with females.

We understand that he has been reprimanded by the workers and that he is to continue in the work. How can it be that he should be allowed to continue in the work, going into the homes of unsuspecting parents of girls and young women? It seems very clear to us that he needs to be rebuked before all that others may fear (I Tim.5:20,2l), and then be removed from the ministry. If he lives pure as a friend and gains a good testimony wherever he decides to work and make a living, then, after a period of time, he might be fit for the ministry. We wonder if the verse in Proverbs 21: 16 does not apply to our family today. The way we are handling these problems would make it appear that we are of the congregation of the dead.

Again, I plead with you Taylor, that you will make it known to the church that we must seek God’s help and guidance to remove ourselves from this horrible condition that we are in, and openly investigate cases like these before the whole church. If we do not follow His direction and word, how can we ever become pure people for Him? Why do we not seem to understand that mercy is the twin of truth, and if we do not place mercy at one end of the balance beam of God’s judgement, and truth at the other end, then we will never arrive at true mercy or truth in our fellowship?

It would seem to us that the key to this problem is simply for our ministry to openly acknowledge that there is a major problem, and that the ministry would openly invite any testimony and witnesses that would help us to follow God’s guidelines in these matters. We pray that those who read this letter will become very concerned, and earnestly search these matters out and encourage our ministry to be open about these problems as God was when he revealed like matters to his people in His written word. We will be glad to explain in more detail to any who may wish to question us about what is happening here in Colorado. We would also very much appreciate help from others in regards to witnesses and testimony as to what these men have been involved in other states. We are finding witnesses both in Colorado and other states, and wish to present the evidence openly to the church that we would follow God’s established procedure in His Word.

We hope that all would earnestly pray for God’s mercy and help for His people. It appears that our condition is very similar to the condition of God’s people in the time of Nehemiah. Let us show God that we care and want His direction and help before he finds it necessary to separate us from Himself, ( Jer.3.8; Hos. 2.2; Rev.3.16).

Please write to us, Taylor.

Dale Gardner

Colorado Springs, Colorado USA


“THE LEAVEN CORRUPTED”

To the Church,

“A time to keep silence and a time to speak” (Ec.3.7) These words have vital meaning for today! We are thankful that there are among God’s workers of today those that moved to speak out about grave problems among us. Because of what has happened in our family we feel that we must also sound the alarm.

To come quickly to the point, workers have been sexually immoral to members of my family. I believe that the scriptures teach that God expects me to warn His people of what is happening, and if I do not He will hold me accountable. (Prov. 24.10-12) After trying for over a year to show our head overseers what is happening so that it will not happen to other children and women in the church, I feel there is no other choice left than to warn the church. Then fathers and mothers can protect their children and husbands can protect their wives and some of the older children can even protect themselves from this evil.

We have had workers tell us that some of these men have been sexually immoral for as many as 30 years! We do not understand why the overseers do not remove them from the shelter and place of the ministry! These problems have always been among the church but God’s word teaches that we are not to hide it, but to expose and move to keep it from corrupting the church. Please read I Cor 5 for Paul’s direction on how to take care of such matters. The man involved was probably not a worker, but how much more important that it be properly handled when it is a worker! They cause so much havoc in the church and in lives from their position of trust when they are immoral men!

Paul taught (I Cor 5) that sexual immorality must be dealt with quickly and properly to preserve sincerity and truth. How could it be any different today? Harry Brownlee told several of us of how painful it was to him when he heard Roy Dietzel confess to sexual immorality at his trial after previously lying and pleading not guilty. Then it was our turn to feel pain when Harry expressed that he felt the mistake made was that Roy was not sent far away to a place where he was not known to continue in the ministry! George Gittins told us that he had warned the sister workers about what Roy had been doing to females when Roy was sent to Colorado. George said he did not feel it necessary to warn the saints about the problem, even though Roy has been involved in such things for over a decade! We must be a part of the congregation of the dead! (Prov 21.16)

Many may feel, like I did at first, that this cannot happen among us. Please read I Cor 5, Acts 15.20, Rom 1.21-32, Jude, Eph 5.3-12, I Pet 2, II John 9-1l, etc. for confirmation that it can and has happened and that God and his apostles (Jude 17,18) warned us and told us what to do.

Sexual immorality is a grave problem (Acts 15.20) that needs to be taken care of but of even greater concern is a senior ministry that tries to hide these things (II John 11) and allow them to continue for decades and will not call the victims, accused and witnesses to find the truth and deal with it by Gods word! We have talked in person to Taylor Wood, Murray Keene, Gilbert Reese and others about these matters and have become keenly aware that they want to hide this from the church. Hiding these problems will not help the church, the past or future victims or the men that have proven themselves lustful and corrupt! God did not hide these matters in the Bible so why should Taylor, Murray or any other man? However, we have talked to other workers who have told us that those who do such things should be put out of the work. Please read Jude to find what God has done in the past about such corruption. Do we want to wait for similar action or will we take care of these problems ourselves as God’s word teaches to those who have hearts to care. Paul withstood Peter before the face before others when Peter was so wrong and later Peter wrote of Paul as “Our beloved Brother Paul” Those were both true men who wanted truth held up!

We have talked to victims, parents, relatives and witnesses about the sexual immorality of Ira Hobbs, Kenny Wahlin, Roy Dietzel, and Horace Burgess. How can anyone feel that we should hide these men instead of taking care of the problem by the word of God? Ira and Kenny have both confessed before witnesses that they have done these things repeatedly. Kenny even had the strange attitude of stating that in all cases it was only with eligible girls and women! When they and others do this over and over for years from area to area, how does anyone think they have repented? Are we more concerned in hiding these things than in protecting innocent children and women? If taken care of properly it will limit the lives contaminated and also give the corrupt men a chance at true repentance and salvation! (I Cor 5.5)

Some feel these matters should not be known by children or strangers. God’s Word teaches different. His word is open to all, young or old, saint or stranger. Many people respond to this kind of problem more in line with God’s word than we do! Also, children need to know if the workers will not do what God said to do about these things. Strangers among us may be able to help us see how sick and sleepy God’s people have become. The word of God teaches about these things happening, but we His people seem to not understand!

When we talked to Murray about Ira and Kenny, he said they have repented and are doing better and God has forgiven them! He said he would not warn the church about what they had been doing! How does this make sense when both men have confessed to doing these things for years in different states? When we talked to Taylor and told him what Ira had done to our daughter he said, “Is that the worst thing he did?” Garret refused to talk to us about the matter. One of Ira’s victims told us that when she talked to Garret about what Ira had done to her, Garret told her to “not tell anyone!”

We have concluded that we must sound the alarm so that others will not face the agony that these men have brought to many lives. Also we need to use God’s way to deal with them so that these corrupt men can truly repent and have eternal life! We feel the only answer left is to warn the whole church so that fathers, mothers, husbands, grandparents, children and strangers can pray to God for His help so that we can become of age (Heb 5.12-14) as God’s people and follow His way instead of mans strange, ungodly, distorted method that can only result in corruption of Gods people.

Murray told us that we are out of place in these matters. We are in a place we would rather not be, however, we feel that we cannot be silent. Some of God’s people have come to us and told us that they have known for years what Ira has been doing to females in the church. We can only weep that they did not warn us in time so that we could protect our daughter from his lust. Now we must warn others so they will not face what she faced. We feel we must send this information all over the world to workers, elders and friends. We hope that if many know that many know, then true believers among God’s people will work to learn His will and do it in these things.

These are very serious accusations and the accused should be tried before the church to be found either guilty or innocent. If the victims, witnesses and accusers are making false accusations, this needs to be made known so that the names and reputations of the accused will be cleared. I plead for the opportunity to present the evidence before the workers, elders and friends, following the order of God’s word in the matter. If any feel that these things should be examined by the word and order of God, please make it known. We can, like some, try to calm ourselves and others by saying, “God allows it,” or we can stand fast for truth and not be fearful and afraid. What will God think of those who are afraid to stand for Him and “earnestly contend for the faith once delivered”!

Do we understand what David knew concerning’ reproach on Israel’? (I Sam 17.26)

AGAIN I PLEAD WITH YOU TAYLOR AND MURRAY TO REMOVE THIS REPROACH YOU HAVE BROUGHT ON YOURSELVES AND ON GODS PEOPLE.

Sincerely,

Dale Gardner

Colorado Springs, Co 80908


February 28, 2008

To Scott Ross, Lyle Schober, overseers, workers, friends, judges and juries of the courts,

I want to thank you Scott for informing me about the fact that Ira Hobbs has been removed from his position as overseer in the ministry of the Christian group of believers registered with the US government as Church of Christian Conventions, and known among its followers as The Truth, The Way, The Faith, etc.

Because I was raised as a part of this fellowship from the time I was a young child, I have been aware of sexual immorality in the ministry starting from my early childhood. It is interesting to note the history of the originator of this group, William Irvine, and the historical evidence that he also was a sexually immoral man, with a bastard son. He came to a very strange, and historically documented ending, being thrown out of the fellowship, and rightfully so.

My father in the gospel was Hugh Mathews, one of the early workers (ministers) to come to the US from the British Isles, and in fact, one of the early ministers of this group that was started by William in the 1890s. Hugh was a true servant of God, in my opinion, and was often in trouble with the overseers, because he stood for God’s truth. He was not willing to compromise with what was right, and gave his whole heart into being a mouthpiece for God.

To this day, although I lost my respect for this organization, I continue to have the highest respect for Hugh and his love for God and souls, for his honesty, integrity, and unyieldingness to wicked overseers. I believe it is nearly impossible to find other men at the level of quality and Godliness of Hugh Matthews. I do also believe that there are still men and women, both followers and workers, of high quality in the group, but suspect that they are few and far between. They are in a very dangerous position, close to, and controlled by workers and overseers, many of whom are ‘the leaven that corrupts.’

All of that to say that I am quite amazed that there are still men like Lyle in the ministry. I have been out of the group for many years, as a result of Ira’s sexual immorality with my daughter, but suspected that the ministry was likely wholly corrupted by this time (see l Cor. 5). I do not know Lyle, but Scott has told me that Lyle is working to address the cancer in the fellowship, of ministers in the group who are pedophiles. I am amazed that he is brave enough to attempt this, and even more amazed that the head overseers have not shut him up, one way or another.

From my experience with the overseers, in trying to expose Ira and see him put out of the fellowship, I have zero respect for Ira’s head overseers, whom we exposed him to. I personally, and face to face, talked to Murray Keene, Taylor Wood, Garrett Hughes and Leslie White, about Ira’s immorality with my young daughter, and to my dismay, found that they all said Ira would not do that, and that I must stop talking about it. I did not stop, so the ministry quickly put me out of the fellowship. I have no proof, but very much suspect that each of these men was also involved in sexual immorality. That seems to me the only logical reason why they would hide and cover a fellow minister who was sexually immoral with children.

God said, through Paul, “Those that sin, rebuke before all, and use no partiality.” The overseers I exposed Ira to, said, “Ira didn’t do that, and stop talking about it:” a very big contrast, and far from the directions in God’s word about sin in the body of believers. It makes it very obvious that there is great sickness in the overseer ship of the fellowship, and that the only scriptural cure is to put out of the fellowship both those who have/are molesting children, as well as those who have/are hiding the pedophiles. It will be very painful, to the entire body, but it is God’s way. Even if it removes most of the ministry, it is God’s way. Better to start now, than wait and let them continue to corrupt the body. Please read Jude, and get busy!

I became aware of sexual immorality in the ministry when I was a young child in the 1950s. I overheard my father and mother talking to Harry Brownlee about one of Harry’s companions who had been put out of the work for sexual immorality. Harry was under the overseership of Eddie Cornock, who in my opinion was another righteous man. These workers did not hide the worker, deny his actions, and leave him in the work to continue his evil deeds. They simply put him out. It is so sad that for many decades, many overseers have chosen, over and over, to hide, conceal, and cover these men, and allow them to continue preying on children. In my opinion, these overseers are just as guilty, before God, as the pedophiles.

My brother, who also professed many years ago, once said, “The only thing worse than men who represent themselves as ministers of God, and molest children, is a group of Christian people who allow such evil men to continue as ministers of the group.” I very much agree with him. God gave believers both the tools and the method to remove these men from the ministry and fellowship. It is found in II John 1.10. In its beautiful simplicity, if practiced, it allows true believers to immediately remove evil workers and overseers from the fellowship. Just don’t take them into your home and provide for them. Very quickly, the evil one has to find a job, go to work, provide for self, and hopefully, thru the process, repent of his evil.

If the church had followed God’s directions, thru Paul, Peter, Jude, and John, they could be a strong, healthy group of believers, well pleasing to the Father. Instead, in general, they are a group of blind followers, following a ministry that has taught them that the “Truth” is the only group where believers can gain salvation. This ministry, for decades, taught that it was from the beginning, (I personally heard the worker Alex Anderson say that when I was a young child in the 50s.) The workers and overseers developed a hold and control over the believers that prevented the proper functioning of the church to control sin and evil men in the church. What a shame! The leaven that corrupts!

My uncle, Tom Young, a worker in Canada, was sent down to talk to me, before I was put out of the church. The desire of the head overseers in the eastern half of the USA, was that I be shut up, and left in the group. They hoped that Tom could accomplish this. In the process, my uncle told me and my mother (Tom’s sister), “that this had happened many times in Canada (workers molesting children), and that the girls get over it and ‘we’ can’t put the workers out, because we have so few workers, and need them so bad.” Needless to say, I have never again communicated with Tom Young, and never plan to, unless he should someday admit what an abominable statement that was, both to men and God. I am ashamed to have an uncle who is so sick and evil. He is disgusting, but was trained by a long line of evil workers and overseers. The leaven corrupted.

I find myself quite amazed at how the anger in my being has boiled up as I write. I apologize to those who read this letter who are godly workers and friends. I am confident that there are still a few in this corrupted and dying fellowship. It is presently an exceedingly sick and disgusting group of believers. If those of you who are still uncorrupted do not straighten this mess out, then I believe it would be far best if this fellowship would disappear from the face of the earth. God has given you the tools so that even a few can clean the evil from the group. Are you willing for the cost?

To those of you who have molested children, or hid those who have, I hope that you are quickly put out of the work and the fellowship. You are exceedingly evil! You belong in prison, and I hope that’s where you end. I also hope, because

I believe it is God’s will, that in being “given over to Satan”, from your prison cell, you repent, and gain salvation. I very much believe that Ira Hobbs belongs in prison, and I hope that is where he ends, for the many girls he has so seriously damaged over a period of at least 50 years. I also believe my Uncle Tom should spend time in prison for his evil hiding of men like Ira. After we were put out, we spend a lot of effort and time in trying to understand what was happening in the group, and many old-timers told us that it had been going on for decades, and nobody seemed to know what to do about it. It was a common saying in the group, “whatever the workers say”, instead of “what does God say.” The leaven corrupted.

If any that might read this letter would have any reason to communicate with me, I am willing.

Dale Gardner

Colorado Springs, CO


WINGS Note: This post was updated October 2023 to change redacted names back to the original names.

The following workers mentioned above have passed away: Horace Burgess, Roy Dietzel, Harry Brownlee, Taylor Wood, Murray Keene, George Gittins.
Kenny Wahlin left the work and married and passed away.
Ira Hobbs and Leslie White were put out of the work.

Vancouver meeting removed: Reasons?

Dear Merlin, Paul, Reid, Joshua and Vancouver Field Elders,

Vancouver field elders, we have been made aware of how some of you feel about us by the workers in the Vancouver area, in both written and verbal communication. According to Merlin, Paul, Reid and Joshua, the characterizations made of us by some of you, precede the decision to remove our meeting. The workers informed us that some of you consider us as unworthy of the privilege of being an elder for several reasons, one specifically that we don’t possess the “qualities of an elder”. More specifically, some of you had this concern BEFORE the meeting was placed in our home, this according to a letter sent by Merlin to one of the friends.

It is also possible that you never actually did say anything negative about us but that this was fabricated, or was it the perspective of the workers as they shared with you their thoughts about us, and you simply agreed. A case of “the workers are always right”.

There is a trait in our fellowship that we have allowed to become the very nucleus of our worship, the direction of our faith – that the workers, no matter the circumstance, justification or even how outside of Doctrine their actions are that we will agree with them – that they are the actual embodiment of God’s will and voice at any time, place, or circumstance.

Below are facts:
It was brought to our attention that in late 2022 someone in our Sunday meeting twice asked Paul Chiu to add people to our meeting, especially since a couple from South Africa had moved to North Van, live close to us and have a teenage daughter similar in age to the other teenagers in the meeting. Paul declared to this person on one occasion (unbeknownst to us) that he “will not add people to the meeting because of Leonie’s hair”. The folks in our meeting were so upset about this that they didn’t feel they could share it with us, so we didn’t know anything about this until the first week in February when we were told about the perp coverups etc.

On Saturday February 11, 2023, Paul Chiu and Reid Goodkey came to our home for dinner. After dinner Paul announced that “they are balancing the meetings” and that our meeting (our family, B&V L family; M&H W family) is being split and sent to three other Sunday meetings in the Vancouver field as of March 5th. Jeremy said to Paul that we can accept the changes but that we feel it is unwise at this time given that some of our meeting folks were in so much pain due to recent issues and how they have been handled by the workers. Paul did not accept this. Jeremy gave Paul an opportunity to tell the truth: he asked him THREE times – Is balancing the meetings the complete and only reason for this change? Three times Paul answered “yes, that is the only reason”. Jeremy asked “are there any other reasons?”. Paul answered “no”. Jeremy then said “we know what you said about Leonie’s hair to someone in our meeting”. Paul replied: “yes I did say that, but this change has nothing to do with Leonie’s hair”. Again, Paul was asked more than once to confirm this to be the truth. He confirmed it to be the truth.

On Tuesday February 14 (or maybe Thurs February 16) both Ls and Ws met with Paul, Reid and Merlin about the CSA coverups going on, perpetrators allowed to come to meeting, sister workers quitting in droves and the decision to remove our meeting. Merlin was bluntly asked if the meeting decision had anything to do with Leonie’s hair. He categorically stated “no”. He even said “I have never said anything about Leonie’s hair, for all I know it is a health or allergy issue…”

Prior to March 5th both Ls and Ws wrote to the workers and advised them that they would continue coming to our home on Sunday and we have continued with the meeting – with very rich fellowship and the certain presence of the Spirit in each meeting. We texted B&K K about our decision to keep our meeting intact stating specifically we cannot go along with the deceitful way this was handled and the lies being told around it.

News of our meeting being removed travelled far and wide with people from three continents asking us how this can be and voicing their support. Many of these people have, without our knowledge or request, written to the workers about our meeting removal. Yet we have been falsely accused by the workers of “drumming up support”. Reid, by his own admission, even preached AT us about this in a Gospel Meeting. Not a Gospel message!

A few weeks ago, in a visit with an elderly couple in the Vancouver field Reid (accompanied by Joshua), told some egregious lies about us. As follows:

  • we are “drumming up support” all over the place about the meeting decision;
  • they have been trying to arrange a visit with us but we refuse to meet with them.

This couple is friends of ours and shared this with us, and so Reid was caught in a lie. We wrote a strongly worded letter on June 10, 2023 which you can read below the end of this letter. Reid then set up a meeting with us for Sunday June 18 after gospel meeting. We arranged to have two witnesses, H&M W, present. Reid and Joshua were the only workers present.

Reid apologized for telling lies about us “drumming up support” about the meeting removal and he also admitted that we had never refused to meet with them, and that we had actually invited them to come and visit us. He also admitted to and apologized for preaching AT us in a Gospel Meeting based on his own false assumptions. The matter of our meeting came up again and after his apology, Reid then provided the following reasons for our meeting being taken away:

  1. We ENCOURAGE alcohol consumption. Encourage? NOTHING is further from the truth. The only thing is that we don’t hide the fact that we have wine in the house and offer it on occasion to guests. Leonie extremely rarely drinks alcohol. Titus 1: 6-9 is used as justification AND the “fact” that “someone” has raised the concern that we ENCOURAGE drinking. When we pushed back on this, Reid stated “well it was before my time here”. We asked for details, and Reid committed to provide the information to us. We are still waiting……..
  2. Leonie has short hair – even though Reid admitted there is no doctrine to support the outward appearance rules that have become so entrenched in this fellowship. Please also remember that BOTH Paul and Merlin unequivocally stated that the meeting decision had NOTHING to do with Leonie’s hair! This also calls into question the validity/sincerity of Reid’s apology as he was present when both Paul and Merlin stated the meeting decision had nothing to do with Leonie’s hair.
  3. AL didn’t approve of the meeting being placed in our home when he and J sold their home in West Van. Again, this is not true. A.. recently wrote to Merlin requesting (unbeknownst to us) that the meeting be officially reinstated and people be added. Would he have taken the time to write Merlin if he didn’t approve? Reid further said that “other elders” also didn’t approve of us getting a Sunday meeting at the time.
  4. Our reaction (spirit) when we were told the meeting is being taken away. Think about this reason for a second: “we are taking your meeting away because of how you reacted when we told you we are taking your meeting away”……
  5. Balancing the meeting numbers – this continues to remain untrue and illogical.
  6. “Some elders” have voiced concerns about us. Did you have concerns? What are they?

At this meeting Reid also informed us that from now on we will not receive ANY communications from “the workers”, that we would have to look on social media etc. to avail ourselves of any current communication to the BC/Vancouver friends. Do the workers in the field communicate on social media?

Shortly after we were informed our meeting was being taken away, Bruer-gate erupted. You all know we did not keep quiet about this. When Merlin issued his letter about Bruer having been “immoral” (rather than “criminal”) we simply could not keep quiet and you received our first communication. Contrary to the convenient narrative of the workers our outrage was as a result of the treatment of many sister workers and of relaxed and unconcerned attitude of many workers towards child sexual abuse and sexual abuse being perpetrated by workers, elders and friends and being swept under the rug by overseers and others.

Our so-called “bad spirit” is nothing more than a righteous anger towards the people that make a mockery of the Doctrine of Christ and the dismal lack of empathy shown to innocent victims and others whose lives are or were often permanently and savagely scarred by workers and others who were implicitly trusted. Ours is a righteous anger toward the evil in God’s House. Outside of being a sexual predator, a common criminal or a murderer the most egregious thing a minister can be is a liar. Anyone who is a spiritual teacher, worker, minister or a person presenting themselves as a servant of God that goes and lies to their church is an abomination. Consider Revelations 22:15. It’s disturbing that people who say they are led by the Spirit see this happening in front of them and then simply accept it as God’s Truth. Is this not making God’s Truth a lie? If we know of evil and do not shun it, we are complicit. Plain and simple.

We plead with you to consider this, as hard as it may be:

  1. The “Way” as we know it currently FAR exceeds the known sexual atrocities statistics per capita of the Catholic Church? We appear to be the WORST Christian group on the planet for hiding and allowing child sexual abuse and sexual abuse to continue by systematically not reporting offences to the authorities and by withholding the truth from the Friends to maintain a phony outward show.
  2. The extent to which child sexual abuse and sexual abuse has come out against overseers, workers, elders and friends in North America and world-wide. Many overseers (past, present and dead), workers, and ex workers have been identified as alleged pedophiles, alleged sexual abusers or good old-fashioned fornicators while in the work. We suggest you visit the following reliable information sources:
    https://wingsfortruth.info/category/news/ and
    https://www.advocatesforthetruth.com/updates and
    https://www.advocatesforthetruth.com/open-cases .
  3. Since March 2023 more than 500 perpetrators in this fellowship have been reported to Private Investigator Cynthia Liles.
  4. The victim count is now in the thousands.
  5. Many overseers either preyed on victims or covered up for predators.
  6. The FBI is now involved as a result of the sheer magnitude of this problem. It is probably a matter of time before they involve their good neighbours, the RCMP.
  7. Can you accept this? We cannot.

We know that reems and reems of letters to the fields and friends, apologies, policies, and the like are now seeing the light of day. It is a good thing, but much of it is simply too little too late. Many of the people writing letters, writing apologies, writing zero-tolerance policies, and conducting listening tours are the very ones that knew about the CSA and SA atrocities and either helped cover it all up or did nothing.

Have you ever felt hopeless to the point of utter despair because:

  • You have ZERO prospect of waking up to a new day void of guilt and burden placed upon you by the actions of a person abusing the authority they claimed, and that made you feel like it was all your fault.
  • Your parents and siblings judged you for having the gall to seek help and protection from a respected and idolized creep.
  • Of feeling like everyone sees and judges you.
  • You cannot calm the mind down that constantly reminds you of your tormentor.
  • Your mind torments you that your family is constantly plotting against you.
  • You just yearn to be free but deep down you know this torment is for life.
  • Your life becomes one lived in the imagination, one of a life free of the torment. Each new day being a cruel reminder of the past.
  • You constantly make unwise and rash decisions, always entertaining the possibility of a life that would be wholesome and kind, but always being disappointed.
  • You live cumulatively for half your life drugged to a stupor by psychiatrists who never seemed to get it that you were abused and needed to be heard and healed.
  • You were always a laughingstock of children and adults who poked fun at your ticks and odd mannerisms, the result of side effects of medically prescribed drugs.
  • You see through the people that patronizingly speak to you as they would to a child or a pet because they consider you crazy and weird.

But all through this she never lost her faith in God. You have just read a little how it was for Jeremy’s dear mother thanks to being sexually assaulted at age nine by George Absalom (a most revered worker in South Africa) and thanks to parents and a fellowship so wrapped up in form that she, as a child entered a life void of hope of normality and eventually a life ruined and wracked by paranoid schizophrenia and the side effects of medication she was forced to take. Her story is far from unique.

You know who you are on this list that have said to us in the past “our blessing comes from being obedient to the workers even if we know they are wrong”. We strongly disagree. Take a moment to reflect on where that approach has taken us as a fellowship……

Your reaction to all this may be that “God knows all, and all will be just fine”. You are right, God does know all, and all will eventually be fine but right now there is wrong in the ministry and fellowship that is like a cancer. So, is this the time then to turn away and say:
I don’t need to know of this;
It doesn’t concern me;
The workers have this under control;
God will fix it, we just have to pray and have faith.
NO, IT IS NOT. Faith without works is DEAD.

The time for pretending all is fine is long gone.

Kind regards, Jeremy and Leonie


Email sent June 10, 2023 at 9.52pm:

Dear Merlin,

This letter is also addressed to Reid, Paul and Joshua.

It has come to our attention that you are spreading the word that we are speaking to people to gather support for us having lost our Sunday meeting and asking them to speak up on our behalf. THIS IS NOT TRUE. We have NOT requested of ONE single person to reach out to any one of you with respect to our meeting being “taken away”. We encourage you to ask anyone that have written you about the removal of our meeting whether we had asked them to do so.

We continue with our Sunday meeting. Nothing to take away. We enjoy it when others attend our Sunday meeting on an ad-hoc basis to add to our number.

Note the following for the record:

  1. With respect to our Sunday meeting, we have not gone looking for support from any person whatsoever.
  2. Many people have however heard of the decision regarding our meeting and have reached out to US. Many of those people we have never even met before. Most of those people have shared with us their frustrations with the workers in BC and the mishandling of issues (see 3 below).
  3. We have communicated the following concerns to you (as have many others):
  4. Handling of CSA issues and suppression of transparency. (Why is there still no general notification of current CSA investigations in BC in order that victims be made aware. Also there has been no notification of members stepping down from Merlin’s CSA committee, why not?);
  5. The unacceptable treatment, silencing and bullying of sister workers;
  6. Overseers and workers’ abuse of power;
  7. Suggested changes to restore trust and a healthy foundation for our fellowship.
  8. We have communicated with friends regarding the manner in which you, as ministers in a position of trust have been conducting yourselves. One such issue is bold faced lying and below is a recent example:
  9. Reid and Joshua, you have spoken to people this past week suggesting that you have been trying to arrange to meet with us and that we have not accepted this – HOW do you manage to lie so blatantly? You know that after Gospel Meeting when we greeted you at the door that we INVITED you to come to our place. Specifically, you Joshua. We were genuinely pleased to see you when you took Paul’s place with Reid and we specifically said to you after your first Gospel Meeting “thank you for a Gospel message today and please come and visit us anytime”. You know that we invited you directly more than once and you, Reid, know and heard that invitation after Gospel meeting. You have our cell phone numbers and email addresses and we have not received a single request to meet.
  10. If anyone of you did send requests to meet with us and if we declined or if you did not receive a reply from us: please forward the time-stamped communication to us and everyone on this letter.

There have been meetings with concerned friends in BC where you are KNOWN to have LIED and be very clear: several people present in those meetings KNOW the truth. How do you expect the friends in our fellowship to have any trust in the ministry when you yourselves don’t follow the most basic Doctrine?

Merlin, we understand that communication was sent to elders recently regarding baptism arrangements. While we had heard of it, we never received any details. We then contacted Reid by text to ask if there were recent communications and were told there was communication about baptism, but without any details. We still have not received details from Reid or anyone else. This does beg the question whether you, Merlin, Paul, Joshua and Reid consider our children as unworthy of baptism? Interestingly, our text to Reid was recent and further evidence of how there has been ample opportunity for Reid and Joshua to make contact to meet with us.

Kind regards

Jeremy and Leonie Tomlinson


WINGS Note: Certain family names have been anonymised:

B&V L family; Ls
M&H W family; Ws
AL; A…

Update from the lllinois/lndiana staff

Subject: An update from the lllinois/lndiana staff

Dear Friends,

We think of you with appreciation and concern in these current times, and we hope you are doing okay.

We would like to update you on our activities and communicate our efforts to address Child Sexual Abuse (CSA) as well as adult Sexual Abuse (SA).

Last week, the IL IN staff convened in Indiana for portions of three days. We talked about our responsibilities as mandated reporters, and some of the steps required to report abuse. We talked about appropriate conduct for workers, which for the most part, applies to our friends also. We also discussed policy that is being developed to help us know how to respond to allegations and convictions of CSA and SA. The motivation of the policy is to provide a safe environment for children first of all. We are working on making resources available for victims. And the policy addresses people’s concerns about if when an abuser would be reintegrated into a meeting and funeral. In this decision, strong consideration is being given to having a CSA professional outside of our fellowship do an evaluation. Some professionals and several other people are working on this policy. We hope it can be shared before long. We appreciate your patience, as we try to create appropriate policy.

Two churches gathered in the Evansville, IN, area on Monday evening, July 3, to give people an opportunity to express feelings and concerns, and to ask questions about the serious problems confronting us these days. Sharon Carrol, Gloria Edwards, Loren Quick and Matthew Jensen were present. Two of these gatherings are planned in the Indianapolis area next week

We want to know how this experience affects our friends. If anyone has any questions or concerns, and you feel like the workers can be of help in a personal visit, feel free to reach out to us. If anyone is interested in attending similar gatherings as mentioned above, please reach out to the workers in your field.

Take care.

Sincerely,

The IL IN Staff

Convention Owner Initiative – Duncan, BC

Dear friends and workers,

Welcome to Duncan Convention in Beautiful British Columbia. As we look forward to our upcoming days at the convention, we want to communicate a few guidelines that could help our time together be safe, restful, and profitable.

Some of Jesus’s strongest words of reproof were for those who would harm children (Matt 18:6). As we look forward to conventions, we appreciate that Jesus modelled respect, nurturing, and protection that children should be able to expect from adults entrusted by God with their care. Children inherently have an innocent, trusting nature and come into this world dependent upon adults. When that trust is breached, there are life-changing consequences, so we understand that children require and deserve vigilant protection.

Each one of us can and must play a part in safeguarding our children at the convention. Parents can help by having open and ongoing dialogue about body safety in general and about safety at convention specifically.

The news in recent months of abuse involving both workers and friends across Canada and the USA has alarmed us all. This abuse has included child sexual abuse as well as emotional, physical, and psychological abuse, and it has also occurred among both friends and workers here in the province of BC. All forms of abuse, sexual as well as emotional, are damaging and may leave the victim with lifelong trauma. There is no doubt that we all want to minimize opportunities for any kind of abuse. While we respectfully agree and are happy to voluntarily host (provide the location/venue) for Duncan Convention to be conducted, we also have taken a zero-tolerance approach to any of this behaviour on our property. Any allegation will be taken seriously with proper reporting and real transparency.

In addition, it has been recently brought to our attention that Robert Corfield, a visiting senior brother worker, who stayed in the basement of our home during Duncan Convention last year, is a self-confessed pedophile. This has not been widely reported in BC, so we do feel it’s our duty to inform the Duncan Convention attendees of this and urge you to please speak to your children if they had any negative encounters. You likely can understand how we are feeling and see how it is entirely appropriate to take a serious and cautious approach to the convention, especially knowing that this particular situation was entirely avoidable; Robert Corfield’s CSA behaviour was known by the out-of-province senior worker(s) years ago.

Considering all of this, we feel particularly compelled to create a welcoming environment where all feel safe and at home. Here are some guidelines for Duncan Convention:

  • Convicted and alleged child sex offenders (CSA) are not invited.
  • There will be no communal, multi-person dorm sleeping. Please stay off-site, use an RV or bring a private tent. If you cannot afford a tent, we can help.
  • We will provide shaded, day rest areas, in the former dorm areas.
  • There will be no Wi-Fi password provided to any guests.
  • Minors must have a designated adult/guardian responsible for them at all times. Absolutely no drop-offs and/or minors attending without a guardian.
  • If younger children need to use the restroom during a meeting, a good practice would be for them to not go alone but be accompanied by their guardian or responsible sibling.
  • All those that would like to listen remotely instead of attending in person are welcome to do so via the call-in number.

If any kind of sexual abuse happens ….do not keep silent. Report it to the authorities {Call 911) immediately and inform both the workers and owners of the property as soon as possible. Chat with your children before arriving about what to do if they feel uncomfortable at any time.

Please remember that we are all guests of the convention grounds owners/hosts throughout preps and convention. Conventions are a free, non-commercial event held on private property and are only open to invited, safe guests. As guests, we want our behaviour to be appropriate, safe, and respectful. Happy children, enjoying being together with their friends, is an appreciated hallmark of our gathering each year. With this in mind, we encourage parents to visit with their children about safe behaviour while attending. Let’s all invest in keeping the children and vulnerable as safe as possible.

You can help by taking the Ministry Safe course: https://ministrysafe.com/ . This program is not just for ministers but for everyone. It was created by two attorneys with extensive experience in child sexual abuse among faith-based groups.

As well, our convention season will soon arrive this summer and for many, it won’t be an easy time. Some of us are looking forward to being together again and feel it’s exactly what will help. There are others who are more reluctant, and understandably so, because of the breach of trust that has occurred. Feel free to attend or not. We understand your feelings and support your decision, either way. Emphatically, there will be no judgment on this very personal decision.

Should there be any questions or concerns, please feel free to reach out and call us. We appreciate your help in ensuring our time together is enjoyable and spiritually beneficial.

Call-in number: Duncan Convention 778-561-3415

Sincerely,

Bruce & Rachel Munro

Jim Stipp removed from meetings

Jim Stipp has been removed from all meetings due to multiple allegations of childhood sexual abuse. He was a worker for about 30 years, starting in the 70s. He labored in Illinois, Indiana, Kentucky, Mexico, Argentina, and Puerto Rico. Jim now lives near Chicago, Illinois.

Allegations were brought to the attention of the overseer, Clarence Anderson, about 20 years ago, and no action was taken. They were later brought to the next overseer, Alan Anderson, and no action was taken.

Friend’s letter to Ray and Barry

Dear Ray and Barry,

In regards to the plethora of information coming to light about the mishandling of CSA/SA cases I feel compelled to write again. When a meaningful and sustainable policy has been put in place to prevent tragedy in this arena let’s have some further conversation about bullying and other forms of abuse that heavily contribute to the former.

Jack Mulkey often told us about the person who was asked “How long have you been in the Lord’s WAY”. The answer of course was “way too much and far too often”. In retrospect I’ve been guilty of this and realize my clumsiness in handling God’s work has been grievous. I understand not wanting to be rash or getting ahead of God. I know the feeling of people looking to you for leadership and being overwhelmed by the questions and not having answers. I know how hard it is to maintain an image of perfection and control, trying to keep “the box” together when it is completely falling apart because of the sand that it is.

I say this respectfully… would you ever consider that God is responsible for dissolving the box? Not allegations, not history, not cover ups, not mistakes that were made, not Dean B. Not CSA/SA, not ignorance. These are all simple tools. God is using the many voices of the unheard and abused to expose the sand that we have built on?

What if the time has actually come to dissolve the ministry, especially the current structure of overseership? This may be my own opinion but are you open to the Spirit’s direction here? How has strong oversight been helpful? Logistics? Unity? Honestly? Listening? Trust? Safety? Many of us know the feeling of hearing the story and afterwards Nathaniel says “You are the man”!

Something to ponder… mental instability and mental problems very often lack pathology. Meaning these problems stem from trauma and not being heard more often than something physically wrong with the brain. When we judge people to have mental health problems let’s ask how I have contributed to this. Listen, forego power and control then see how changes occur in one’s mental health status! Being a “Mental Health Professional” is not so difficult. Jesus was the greatest Authority on Mental Health this world has ever seen!

Can anything be done to undo what has been done? None of us have lived long in this world before we see many things we wish had been done differently. An apology comes to mind. Not the kind my kids say to each other when they are forced to. Not the kind that is guarded or accompanied with excuses. The kind that comes with self-exploration and from the heart.

This crisis isn’t a distraction from the “Gospel work”. The listening, connecting, self-examination and heart-felt. “I’m sorry” which can lead to healing… IS the “Gospel Work”!

Sincerely,

Rolland Sarver

Friends’ letter to all victim-survivors of sexual abuse and child sexual abuse within the fellowship

WINGS Note: Even well-meant comments can act as triggers for victims. WINGS urges anyone with thoughts of self-harm to seek urgent support wherever you live. Some contacts are listed at https://wingsfortruth.info/resources/


When we try to imagine the pain you’ve endured, it breaks our hearts.
The abuse you’ve received.
The times you’ve relived it in your mind.
The way it’s infiltrated every part of your life.
The dismissal you’ve received.
The lack of understanding and compassion.
The times you’ve relived it as you bravely shared your story.
The times you haven’t been believed.
The self-doubt it’s caused.
The lack of confidence it’s created.
The depression, anxiety, lack of trust.
The suicidal thoughts.
The loneliness.
The sleepless nights.
The fears.
And so much more.

A victim over and over again, and yet you are a survivor. Continuing forward.

We are sorry so many have had to share their stories so publicly and vulnerably in order for you to be heard and to be believed.

We hear you, we see you, we believe you.

We are angry. We are heartbroken. We are devastated.

Knowing that people we’ve trusted so deeply have inflicted harm upon you… it feels like the definition of hypocrisy and betrayal. We are sorry you suffered (mostly) alone. That the friends and the workers didn’t stand beside you to fight for safety and love in the fellowship. That you were silenced and many of you were ex-communicated for speaking up. That those who advocated for you were silenced and ex-communicated. That those who claimed to represent “The Truth” did everything they could to hide the real, ugly truth.

We admire your courage, your bravery.

We wish there wasn’t a need for you to be so courageous and brave. That the safety of men, women, and children wouldn’t be a fight; instead, it would be a right.

We hope you know and truly believe the abuse was not your fault. It never was.

The things your abuser did and said are not ok.
The dismissal and lack of belief of the people around you is not ok.
The fact that this has been allowed and covered up within our fellowship is not ok.

We are sorry for any and every time we behaved in a way that was hurtful.
When we said something without thinking about what it really meant.
When we followed the status quo blindly.

You’ve been on the receiving end of so much pain, so much evil, so much wrong.

We are sorry, and yet that will never be enough.
It won’t take away the past.
It barely touches the tip of the deep heartache we feel.
And we likely will never know the depth of the pain and suffering you’ve endured.

We are sorry for times we believed the perpetrator.
We didn’t know about the abuse, but we believed the lie.
The lie that you were doubting, losing your revelation, losing your faith.
The lie that you left the fellowship because you were bitter.

Words will never be enough.
We are humbled and honored to join you in this battle.
This battle that you never chose for yourself.
This battle for truth, for honesty, for love, for righteousness, for justice.

We hope we can create a community where you are safe. Where we are safe. Where our children and grandchildren, brothers and sisters, and parents are all safe.
A community where the love and standard of Jesus is truly the emphasis, both in words and actions.

We promise to fight for national and international policies that prevent the hiding and moving of predators, a genuine commitment to find and reveal the abusers and those that have covered for them, and an apology tour hosted by the overseers.

You are not alone.

Whether you’ve chosen to share your story or not, you are believed and loved.

Thank you.
Thank you for being you.
Thank you for standing up.
Thank you for bringing these things to light.
Thank you for fighting for the truth.

Please know that we are here for you.
Please reach out to any of us individually if there’s anything that we can do to help you.

If you haven’t been able to yet, we sincerely hope you can find healing and closure.

Your soul is beautiful.

With so much love,

Concerned Friends of Delaware, Maryland, North Carolina, Virginia, and beyond

Abi Voorhees
Albert Tripp
Anna Borys (Winnipeg, Canada)
Beth and Reid Lindsay
Bonnie and Archie Cameron (Minnesota)
Brian and Mindy West
Charles Kelsoe
Chelsea and Arun Mohan
Christy Hockaday
Dan and Suzanne Thompson
Deborah and Larry Morton
Devon Wijesinghe
Diana and Dan Nicolaisen
Elda McGrath
Garrett Lepak
Gracie Gillis
Heather Morton
Jana Schaefer
Jeanette Herting
Jen Martin (Wyoming)
Jenna Helms
Jessica and Eric Brist
Joel Riggs
John and Darcie Carr
John Mulford
Karla Filibeck
Kayla Martineau
Lisa Shue
Loyd Heimbruch
Mark and Abigail Hobbs
Nelson and Brenda Helms
Nyana Thompson
Rachel Lundstrom
Rolland Sarver
Shane and Nikelle Garner
Shantel Victor-Cole (Antigua, West Indies)
Sharilee Stafford
Sharon Douglas
Steve and Amy Wellein
Sue Battle
Teena Daize (Canada)
Tim and Shelly Borys (Winnipeg, Canada)
Whitney Nelson


WINGS Note: This letter was drafted on behalf of the concerned friends in the writer’s region (NC/VA/MD/DE). They have been meeting on Zoom calls, and on the first call their opening topic was “how can we support the victims?” and this letter is one of the results from that conversation. When it was shared online, several folks from other regions also opted to have their names added.

They have asked for it to be shared on WINGS “to help victims feel seen, heard, and believed; and so they know that we are safe people that they can talk to“.