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Abuse Crisis in the Ministry

Our Dear Friends, Workers and Overseers,

We have had many stories entrusted to us regarding the varied abuses that are endured by our workers. With these stories we have felt a compulsion and a measure of responsibility to bring awareness to many that likely don’t have an idea of what actually goes on in the “worker world” because it has been hidden to maintain an appearance of perfection. We collectively believe that awareness will help all of us in becoming more vigilant gatekeepers, especially for the most vulnerable workers. Some of these stories will cut your heart like a knife, we know it has ours, as each one has been brave enough to come forward. So many of these folks’ scars will never be diminished until they are safe in the arms of God on the shores of eternity. May we all be filled with a heart of compassion and a spirit of Christ as we read each one. Please also know, if you are suffering in the ministry, or have suffered, you will be heard and believed by so many of us that care, please reach out to trusted friends and there will be resources to assist you, a confidential email is available to any who may need assistance Ahandheldout@gmail.com where friends can be contacted.

Sending love and care from concerned Elders, wives, and friends that love and care about those who have been and are in the ministry.


WINGS Note: The pdf document below has stories from 13 workers of abuse within the ministry. The primary focus of WINGS is Child Sexual Abuse (CSA) but these stories illustrate the unhealthy attitudes within the ministry that have allowed CSA to be hidden, minimised and badly managed.

To Darryl …. and all concerned, re Equador CSA

Darryl …. And all concerned,

We too feel it’s best to leave everything in the hands of the Authorities.  It’s unfortunate that this original abuse problem was not taken to the authorities 20-years ago when it was first brought to the attention of the responsible servants.  If this had been done correctly, we would not be dealing with this problem today. I talked to Scott Porter a couple of times last week.  He shared with me the decision that was made 2-years ago by Jim Price, Richard Harbur, and Scott when these “abuse issues” resurfaced again with this man’s four Granddaughters. As I listened to Scott’s reasoning and the decision that would be made between Scott, Richard, and ultimately Jim as the responsible older brother I noticed once again the danger of trying to manage these CSA cases without education & training.  This is why it is being stressed by trained professionals “If You See Something, Say Something …. And the first step is taking it to the Authorities within the first 24-hours“.  This applies to all of us …. Both saints & servants.

Scott told me that when they found out about the “CSA” with the four Granddaughters the first thing they did was have a meeting with the parents of the Granddaughters and it was a meeting filled with tears and sadness.  The parents admitted to the abuses and pleaded ——- “That This Would Not Be Brought to The Authorities“.  Scott, Richard, and Jim promised not to take these now known CSA issues to the authorities.  I must STRESS this is the beginning of a “Sad Case“ of trying to Manage “Child Sexual Abuse”.

This “Sad Case” continues as these three brothers go to the San Jose area of Ecuador and confront the Abuser [TP].  These brothers even visited the town of San Jose and talked to many in that town, and many expressed how they knew of the “Evil” that [TP] had committed on his own family.  We must remember as studies of “Sexual Predators“ show that the average number of Victims a predator will abuse is between 100 – 200 in his lifetime.  We must not fool ourselves—- he most likely has Victimized & Traumatized hundreds of children in the San Jose area.

Could this number have been drastically reduced?  Yes it could have if it would have been dealt with in the correct way 20-years ago when [B] (TPs Wife) first separated from him because he raped his own daughter by tying her to a tree and putting a machete to her throat.  Again —— let’s not fool ourselves “He would have Raped all His Daughters” …… Multiple times.  What advice did LeRoy Lerwick (Overseer in Ecuador at that time) & Max Bowman (Overseer now in Chile) give to [B]?  They advised her “To Forgive Him” and return to her home.  Again, this was the sad and very “Wrong Example” of trying to manage CSA”. [B] listened to the advice of LeRoy & Max, and she returned to [TP].  When she reached out to my wife Judy 8- months ago she poured out her heart with deep regret that she ever returned to her husband [TP] …… if she would have never returned her four Granddaughters would not have been abused. Scott, Richard, and Jim had no part of that decision 20-years ago —- but they had a big part in the decisions they made 2- years ago when CSA was reported to them concerning the four Granddaughters.

In listening to Scott this past week he told me he regretted not taking the Sunday Morning Meeting out of [TP]’s home.  I asked him “Why didn’t you report this to the Authorities” and his answer was “We promised the family members we would not report — this was the agreement they made with the family members”.

I asked Scott —- “So what did you decide to do”?  Scott’s answer was, “We decided the best place & safest place for [TP] was for him to remain in his home area among the people of San Jose …. Where they knew his problem, and the danger he was to the community and there they could keep an eye on him“.  Jim, Richard & Scott were all in agreement with this decision and they even allowed [TP] to continue to have meetings in his home and partake of the emblems.  All of this was known to Lealand and he allowed this “cover-up & plowing-under of iniquity“ to happen … and NOTHING was done for the VICTIMS.

I wrote a separate email to Lealand 2-weeks ago concerning not only this issue but also concerns I expressed to Lealand 8-years ago at the Olympia Convention about false doctrine being preached by LeRoy Lerwick.  Yes, 8-years ago Lealand …… and you prayed about it, and nothing was done.  While you PRAYED the enemy also continued to PREY on those innocent, helpless children who could not speak for themselves, and defend themselves. It’s obvious that Jim, Richard and Scott were more concerned with “protecting the Predator“ than helping the Victims.  These three Servants of God allowed [TP] to stay  in his “comfort zone” and continue to molest, rape, and abuse children.

What took place 8-months ago when Judy was asked by [B] to read a letter in her home meeting …. The very home she separated herself from for the 2nd time.  I must stress the “letter” was not written by my wife Judy but by [B] the wife of [TP] the Sexual Predator.  [B]’s one desire was to have these “wicked crimes” exposed and the meeting taken out of her home.  I was a witness of her desire as I spoke to her via “WhatsApp Video” and I saw her distress and great concern, and God is my witness —- the very words I shared with [B] were “Do Not Fear, Take Courage, and YOU ARE DOING THE RIGHT THING”.  I then asked my wife Judy to give [B] some comfort and she put her arms around her.  All of this I witnessed and saw.

For the past 8-plus months I have witnessed the cruelty of Servants, Elders & Friends band together as a “pack of wolves“ and turn on my wife Judy for exposing [TP] as a child sexual predator …. Judy did all of this at the request of [TP]’s own wife [B]. Scott mentioned to me the friends are upset at Judy because she exposed the Victim’s Names, but when the truth is told [B] is the one who told the names of her own Granddaughters.  The real concern here is not casting the stones of blame at those who were asked to help with a very difficult issue “Child Sexual Abuse”, but the focus should have always been on helping the Victims who were abused.  It has amazed me during these past 8-months how no one has addressed the real problem, but they have turned the tortilla around and placed the blame on Judy, they have gaslighted her, shamed her, lied about her, influenced many friends against her, and condemned her.  All of this was done because she exposed the “Predator”.

When Judy went to the authorities and told them about the CSA cover-up the authorities immediately told her to get a “restraining order” against Richard Harbur.  They listen to the recording of Richard Harbur screaming at Judy ——Richard telling her “Not to Read [B]’s Letter” in the Sunday Morning Meeting.  The authorities warned her to be careful of the “Abuse of Power” and the emotional, physical, and mental abuse she would be facing. Judy & I would see this “Abuse of Power” over the months that followed. I want to remember that the “Abuse of Power” is not just what we hurtfully say and do, but it’s also what we NEGLECT to say and do.  NEGLECT is seen in covering-up and plowing under the un-repentant sins and in this case ABUSIVE CRIMES of Child Sexual Abuse. Why do people in places of great responsibility do this? It’s all done with the hope that it will just go away.  But it never goes away until people confess their sins & forsake them —- then they find Mercy.

You see —- “NEGLECT is not a MARK OF GOD’S ELECT‘‘….  But here in this case we see the fruits of Scott, Richard, Jim, Lealand, and Ray’s ACTIONS.  They all knew about this since it first surfaced 8-months ago, a long time before Dean Bruer’s letter was written and what did they do? NOTHING —- until Jim Price took it to the authorities a few weeks ago.  Should it have been taken to the authorities years ago? God will be the judge on that great day. I told Scott during our visit last week that he was wrong in how he handled his part in this CSA problem. I also told him —- “You did what you were taught to do, but what you were taught to do was to COVER-UP for the IMAGE OF THE MINISTRY”. This action has been “the great revelation“ that God has been bringing to light since Dean Bruer’s letter was first exposed.  We are now seeing hidden abuses that have been covered up for decades.  The abusers have been Servants, both brothers and sisters, Overseers, Elders, and friends.  Today I heard of 15 new cases.  This problem will not just go away —- God has stretched out His Mighty Hand, and No One can turn it back. God’s Judgement is starting first in the HOUSE OF GOD.

I told Scott last week —- “Your Actions are not about whether your name is still on the Washington Workers List, it’s more about how you will stand on the Judgment Day and whether you hear from God ” Well done thou good and faithful servant”.  I told Scott there are things he could still do, and letters he could write to clear things up.  I want to remember the power to change comes from God, not from Men.  Good moves us from within —— and God wants to “MOVE US to fulfil all RIGHTEOUSNESS, but if he can’t MOVE US, HE WILL REMOVE US”.

Judy & I have prayed many prayers for the needs of the kingdom that exist at this time.  Our prayers have been filled with both Joy & Sorrow …… sorrow most of all for the Victims who have suffered so much, and to this day are still shamed and condemned.  Our prayers have also been filled with Joy as we see God’s Mighty Hand reaching down and opening the “curtain of the hidden things of darkness“.  We have felt the “Light of Life Shining“ during these dark times. Our faith has not been weakened, but contrary wise STRENGTHENED and INCREASED as God has answered the prayers of many of His Faithful Saints and Servants. 

You men are in our prayers,

With All Due Respect—- Charlie Habner


This letter was written almost one month ago but I never received a reply from Darryl Doland, Jim Price, Lealand Broughton, Rob Newman, and Ray Hoffmann.  I reached out privately to Ray Hoffmann over 2 months ago but all I got was silence. Just recently I read the letter listed on “Advocates of the Truth Facebook” from Scott Porter concerning his involvement in these CSA cases.

My heart felt response to his letter:

It has always been our hope that servants like Scott Porter, Richard Harbur, Jim Price, Lealand Broughton, Rob Newman, and Ray Hoffmann would “STEP UP” and write an honest letter and be willing to truly repent for the bad choices they have made in the past that have contributed to the “COVER UP” of CSA problems in Ecuador. I know we will either “STEP UP” and make things right or we will “STEP DOWN” and justify ourselves, make excuses for ourselves, blame others for our bad choices, and seek to hide and “Cover Up” the truth about our own poor decisions & actions. It will always be about our Spirit, Words, and Actions that will either help us to RISE above, and overcome the Evil around us, or we will FALL to the weaknesses of the flesh, and we will unrepentantly apologize for our actions. The motive behind your letter speaks loudly that you are only seeking to win back the “Trust” you have broken, so once again you can be in favor with men. Not once have you truly cared for the Victims, and because of this my heart is deeply grieved. The message you have written has been — “I have SINNED yet Honor me before the People”.

God forbid that I should cease to pray for you —

Charlie Habner

CSA Coverup in Ecuador

This is Judy Habner I was direct involvement exposing CSA issues these past 11months in Ecuador.

The facts are: 

Twenty years ago a man name [TP] sexually abused his daughter many times. His professing wife [B] left him because of these CSA on her daughter. Two older brothers in Ecuador LeRoy Lerwick and Max Bowman encouraged her to forgive him and then return to her husband.

She submitted to the oldest workers advice and returned home. After sometime [TP]. professed and [B] told me that during this time he abused her emotionally and mentally.

It was also at this time he became an Elder with Sunday morning meeting in his home.

Two years ago [TP] continued to Sexually Abuse some of his own family members all children.

Three brother workers in Ecuador Jim Price, Richard Harbur and Scott Porter knew all about this and did nothing but cover it up from the friends in the area, and the people in the community. The only thing these brothers did was take away his privilege of guiding the meeting in his home as the elder BUT [TP] was still allowed to having meeting in his home and partake of the emblems for 2 years. I was present at his house when he partook of the emblems and I didn’t know the evil that he has done. That day was my first time to be at his house in 32 years since I professed.

While I was in Ecuador in August 2022 the wife [B] was under deep distress and I asked her why you are so sad? She told me the nightmare that she was living in and asked me to help her talk to the friends and let them know she did not want to have Sunday Morning Meeting in her home any more. 

The people in the San Jose area where all this happened knew of [TP]’s abuses and that he had a meeting in his home and they called him of the Devil, and the people who came to his home are also of the devil. I told [B] that it was necessary to write a letter to all in the Sunday morning meeting letting everyone know what she wanted and to expose [TP]’s CSA issues to protect other children in the community and among the fellowship, many of the friends didn’t know what’s going on just they hear “rumors” about it . Workers never talk to anybody about what was going on.

Before I comforted [TP] I called Lealand Broughton the responsible brother over South America and asked him: “Why have you allowed him to have meeting in his home? ” Lealand told me: “You don’t have the spirit of the Lamb to deal with this issue”. 

Lealand advice was to talk to one elder nearby and if he agree taken the meeting is ok to take away the meeting. Then he advised another elder to talk to Jim Price and if he agreed also then the meeting was to be taken out of [TP]’s home. 

I heard the conversation when Jim Price said to the Elder over the phone:
“Is there something new?
This is a little thing that happened 20-years ago,
and again 8-years ago and we know all about it “.
Is there something new?

The Elder told Jim: If I had known this before I would of never guided the meeting in his Home. Jim Price then agreed to take the meeting out of [TP]’s home because [TP]’s CSA was again exposed.

 On the same day Scott Porter told me that I was out of order for exposing [TP] and there would be consequences for what I was doing, and he didn’t know that Lealand Broughton advice was to talk to Jim Price and an elder if both agree then ok take the meeting out from his house.

On Sunday August 14th, 2022 I confronted [TP] in his house during the Sunday Morning and [TP] denied everything and all the abuses that he committed and then I read the letter written by his wife [B] that exposed all his evil deeds towards his own family members all children at that time. Richard Harbur and Scott Porter came to Las Mercedes area just across the field from Las Mercedes convention ground and we visited there. 

During the visit I had with Richard Harbur and Scott Porter, I asked them: Why have you allowed [TP] to have meeting in his home?

The answer was: “I don’t know”.

Then I asked Scott Porter  Why did you allow him to partake of the emblems? And he said to me “The emblems don’t have feelings“ at this point

Richard was upset that I exposed the abuser and he ” Screamed at me for reading the letter in the meeting that was written by [B] (the wife) and this letter expose [TP]‘s evil deeds “.

Richard Harbur at that time wanted to put the Sunday morning meeting back into [TP]‘s home. But no one wanted to go to his house for meetings again.

I then went to the authorities to tell them the deep CSA issues in the San Jose area. When the authorities heard of these problems and heard the recording of Richard Harbur screaming at me they immediately suggested that I place a “restraining-order against Richard Harbur”. This also I did as the authorities encouraged me to be very careful of the “Abuse Power“ from religious leaders. 

Richard Harbur was then served the “restraining-Order” from the authorities. Richard then hired two lawyers to defend himself to have the restraining-order removed. Richard also spoke to many of the friends to come support him at the court date. At the court date many friends including from Guayaquil came to defend Richard and no one addressed the real problem of CSA that Richard Harbur, Scott Porter, and Jim Price had been covering up for years. I never hired a lawyer but the Judge appointed a lawyer for me. The Judge asked Richard Harbur lawyer about the incident.

 Richard Harbur lawyer asked Richard: Did you scream at Mrs Judy? And Richard replied: No.

When I heard this I could not believe he would lie before the Judge an all the witnesses. It deeply sadden my heart. The Judge asked me to speak and I said, I will keep the restraining order. The Judge decision was to keep the restraining order also and the letter will be under investigation.

The Judge then made his decision based on all he had heard and said, “The Restraining-Order” will remain. 

As a result of this I was evil spoken of, gaslit, and condemned by Richard Harbur, elders in Guayaquil and by some workers on the Ecuador staff. I was also excommunicated from attending Sunday morning meeting in two Elders homes in Guayaquil Ecuador. It has deeply saddened my heart. I lost my song in my heart but I keep my Faith.

I was devastated but still I keep my Faith in God.

I was not alone as a few dear friends stood by me during this devastating time. Others have posted on Wings for the Truth, and Advocates for the Truth about these very troubling and “hidden crimes” that have been swept under the rug for years. 

My husband Charlie Habner came to support me and worked remotely from Guayaquil for 2 months. His heart too was deeply sadden by the workers and friends who have covered up these most troubling “Crimes” against Children. These are not just Sins – they are CRIMES against innocent children who suffered and still suffer because of the evil that continues to be allowed. Our hearts go out to the victims and pray that God would hear their cry and give them a voice to be heard so their deep pain can begin to heal. 

For the record [TP] was allowed to attend Las Mercedes Convention this past November 2022. It wasn’t until this past April 2023 that [TP] was removed from attending meetings in his area because I wrote a letter to all the workers in Ecuador asking why you allowed him to continue coming to meetings?

Because that they told [TP] not to come to meetings.

Lealand Broughton knew all of this and chose to do NOTHING. There are also many other CSA issues in South America that Lealand Percy Broughton has known about for years and has done NOTHING.

It saddens my husband and I deeply that many responsible servants have bowed down to the service of men and have not fulfilled their calling to God.

All that I have mentioned above I also sent detailed emails to Ray Hoffmann about these deep problems and crimes of CSA in South America and he never even wrote back once. It’s like he didn’t even care for the Victims. It’s so sad to see no one cares about my country in Ecuador.

With a broken heart,

Judy Habner


Names redacted by WINGS

Update from Jim Holt

Dear Friends,

Thoughts go out to each of you as we think of all that is going on these days. As we think of the seriousness and devastating effects that CSA/SA has on victims/survivors, we are very sorry for those who have suffered.

These recent months have significantly deepened my understanding, and I apologize for my lack of communication during this time. This crisis is much larger in scope than I first realized, and I am very thankful for those who have already helped with the needs at hand.

Our staff gathered on Monday and Tuesday to gain a better understanding of CSA/SA issues, and how to deal with them. On Monday, three of our friends who are professionals shared with us and answered questions. A therapist educated us on the effects of abuse on victims, how to handle disclosures of abuse, and how to support victims. A man who worked in law enforcement on CSA cases helped us better understand how predators think and work, and how to be wary of their grooming and deception. Another man who is a civil lawyer and worked on cases related to CSA helped to dispel fears of taking proper action because of misperceived legal reasons.

On Tuesday, we further processed what we had learned on Monday through sharing concerns and discussing a number of questions from friends and staff. We also discussed paths of how we can go forward, sharing the load together. I believe the whole staff valued the time, and how it drew us closer, helping us understand each other and encouraging us to work as one.

I have had the opportunity to attend some of the listening sessions to better understand your concerns and questions. One question that has been coming up is regarding when I learned of CSA allegations against Ken Pinney and Loren Spellman. I want to clarify that it was just after receiving reports of more than one credible allegation of CSA against each man that I asked them to leave the work.

In Robert Flippo’s situation, initial reports made to me were unclear, however, I later learned that there were credible allegations against Robert constituting sexual assault. Robert was dismissed from the work in May. All three of these men have been asked to not attend meetings.

We are grateful to those who have helped to keep our community safe. If you have been a victim of sexual abuse, you can report it to authorities and/or someone you trust. We encourage you to seek professional help if needed, and we want to be a support in that.

Many are asking what we are doing to help victims and survivors. We are so sorry for all who have been dismissed and disbelieved in the past. We hear you now and we believe you. We have started contributing to existing funds set up for this purpose and are actively looking into other options as well for providing therapy and healing resources to survivors.

This evening we will be at the listening session in Richmond, Virginia, and I feel what I have learned the past few days will help me better enter into your concerns. My thoughts are also with those gathering today for the Raleigh/Oxford listening session, as well as upcoming sessions through the weekend.

I know there are other questions and requests that have been made, and we are actively working to address and answer them.

Your brother,
Jim Holt

Supporting Adult Survivors of Child or Adult Sexual Abuse in the Fellowship

Survivor Support Policy

Many survivors have an inner core of strength that has helped them endure a deeply damaging, sometimes ongoing, experience. This warrants acknowledgement and affirmation during the support process. This strength does not preclude ongoing symptoms, challenges and need for support.

Due to the abuse they have endured, survivors may experience:

  • Re-living event(s) through flashbacks/dreams/memories, memory loss, intrusive thoughts, emotional numbness, fear, post-traumatic stress syndrome (PTSD), dissociation, depersonalization;
  • Overwhelming worry, restlessness, nervousness and hypervigilance;
  • Cognitive challenges such as problems focusing, memory retention, difficulty making decisions, challenges completing tasks and assignments in school or at work;
  • Mood challenges such as overwhelming sadness, loneliness, anxiety, irritability, appetite/weight changes (clinical depression), intense feelings such as anger;
  • Self-esteem challenges such as shame, embarrassment, guilt, social isolation, difficulty making friends, feelings of worthlessness or emptiness;
  • Substance abuse, eating disorders, self-harming behaviors and suicidality;
  • Difficulty with relationships (fear of intimacy, inability to trust, sexual dysfunction, problems with spouse/family dynamics), difficulty with interpersonal communication, attachment disorders;
  • Inappropriate boundaries, risky sexual behavior and risk of revictimization;
  • Higher rates of chronic disease such as heart disease, diabetes, obesity, autoimmune diseases;
  • Being perceived as angry or aggressive while self-advocating to be heard.

Why should the fellowship provide support to survivors?

Survivors are often misunderstood and have been overlooked and shunned in the fellowship, while perpetrators have been protected, excused, and elevated to positions of trust. This bias must be recognized. One step in addressing this is to actively support survivors.

Guidelines for support will help provide consistency across regions and time.

In consideration of the above, and for the purposes of support, it is immaterial whether the survivor was abused by an individual inside or outside of this fellowship. Similarly, the level of the survivor’s participation in the fellowship should not affect support (such as currently professing or not). Christlike compassion should underpin the approach.

Recommended support for survivors

  • Acknowledge the abuse and affirm the survivor by providing opportunity for the survivor to be heard by others including those in authority, in a manner that facilitates accountability;
  • Support survivors in counselling. This includes both acknowledging that mental health and other services may be needed, and contributing funds for counselling to help the survivor establish a functional day to day life and emotional well-being. Some survivors may have health plans that cover part of this, while others may not;
  • Support survivors in social connections. This may include supporting involvement of a social worker and connecting with other survivors;
  • Support family members or others close to the survivor who may also need help to navigate survivor behaviors that can affect crucial relationships (such as parent/sibling/spouse);
  • Support during subsequent hardship. Survivors may be asked to testify in court. Legal advice and accompaniment (victim’s advocate) should be supported if this situation occurs;
  • Ensure survivors’ safety and prevent re-traumatization by removing perpetrators from contact with the survivor in meeting, public gatherings, or communication. Take care to avoid inadvertently pressuring survivors to make contact. In some healing processes, survivors may choose to make contact; in these cases interaction should be on the survivor’s terms;
  • Extra consideration may be needed for survivors who are non-English speaking, elderly, disabled or with other demographic vulnerabilities.

Considerations for worker survivors:

In most cases, when workers enter the ministry they forgo many natural securities, including money, assets such as home/vehicle/investments, and the opportunity to pursue further education or a career. This unique reality should guide the support provided to those who leave the work temporarily or permanently.

  • Open discussion to ascertain immediate needs to establish themselves first temporarily and then permanently. This may include funds for a vehicle, rent, furnishings, as well with help with finding a job;
  • Support to approach change in role in the church (communication of new role to members of fellowship, elders, local workers);
  • Follow-up needs assessment 3-6 months after initial transition. Some former workers have mentioned that after the receipt of basic needs funds, they were left adrift and felt isolated. This may be addressed by having a designated person check in periodically.

Support for survivors in other countries

We encourage extending support to survivors of abuse, no matter their country of residence. This is of a special concern given cases of abusers traveling to, or being sent to, other areas without full disclosure of their history. Language barriers and differences in cultural context may provide further opportunity for abuse to occur.

Individuals who have a history of abuse must not be moved without full disclosure.

Support for survivors in other countries should include open acknowledgement of survivors’ experience, sharing policies and lessons learned, and providing financial support for medical and counselling needs.

Anticipated challenges include varying degrees of trust in police and state authorities, and cultural differences in sexual norms and discussing the same. Individuals familiar with these complex dynamics, such as those local to a specific region, may be best equipped to navigate these challenges with full support from others.

July 2023

CSA/SA and other Abuses: Systemic Issues

The following attributes are some of the conditions that make the Friends and Workers church ripe for abuse and deception.

Historical Belief in Exclusivity: The workers and meetings represent the“Only True Ministry” and “Only True Way”.

  • The belief that the form of the church and ministry is “the Only Way” is explicitly or implicitly taught and reinforced by many workers at Gospel meetings and other gatherings such as convention. Many friends do not do their own scriptural research to test the validity of this belief.
  • Workers who believe they have been called into the Only True Ministry may submit to emotional or sexual abuse so as not to lose their “place”.
  • Ex-communication or separation from the Only True Way can be a real and powerful fear, and result in ignoring or minimizing immoral or criminal behaviors.

Culture of Secrecy: From its establishment in the late 1800’s, there have been divisions and scandals in the church.   

  • Typically doctrinal divisions and/or scandals have been ignored, diminished, or covered up because open acknowledgment of imperfections, including immoral or criminal behavior, could reduce confidence in the Only True Ministry and the Only True Way.  
  • Many F&W are ignorant or uncertain about the church’s history.

Due to a deliberate or unintentional lack of knowledge, when questioned about church history, a default position is a vague or secretive response.

This “ignorance is bliss” attitude influences their outlook on church activities and information, including CSA and SA.

Undue trust in workers. Until recently, trust in the honesty, morality, ethics and general reliability of workers, was automatic and absolute among the majority of Friends.

  • A high degree of trust is one of the most effective tools of a CSA perpetrator.

The homestay system.  Perpetrator workers know that the homestay system offers them many opportunities to groom and violate victims.  The addition of the above noted “trust factor” makes for an extremely vulnerable situation.

Unaccountability.  This historical reality is systemic among the ministry and creates an environment for many levels and areas of deception.  It is related to the One True Ministry belief.

  • Unaccountability by the ministry exists from the regular worker level up to overseers.
  • There is a general perception that ministry decisions, including financial, movement of staff, meeting selection, and other matters that affect the friends (eg baptism, divorce and/or remarriage, how CSA is dealt with), are privileged, sacrosanct and immune from review or analysis by the friends.
  • Historically, the friends rarely question teachings or decisions made by the ministry. This acceptance allows for vulnerability in church matters, including how CSA/SA is managed.
  • No accountability of the ministry allows a perfect breeding ground for corruption and deceit.

A Distinct Hierarchy

  • Male dominated culture.  CSA/SA is notably more active in male dominated cultures. Males adopt a privileged position. Immoral or unethical workers will take advantage of their systemic privilege. Friends may be intimidated by the perceived dominance and therefore ignore or minimize known abuse.
  • Two distinct groups. A commonly used phrase like “God’s people” often refers to the general congregation, not the workers. This and other delineations creates two groups/levels of organization, an imbalance of power, and implicit subservience by the Friends.
  • The uneven power system within the ministry hierarchy (male vs female, senior vs junior), has contributed to worker-to-worker abuse and at times, prevented necessary recourse.
  • Reporting. Historically, reports of CSA/SA went up through the chain of worker command rather than directly from the information source worker or friend to the authorities. This allowed the senior workers and overseers discretion in what would be reported and the outcome.

Ex-worker Raises Questions About Australia / New Zealand Overseers’ Letter

Christchurch,

Sunday July 9.

Dear Wayne,

This morning I received a letter concerning CSA which had your name, among others, at the bottom.

I acknowledge that the letter is quite well-written in the main, but it also raises serious issues. Clearly, the letter is not written or sent out in good faith, as the signatories are well aware of a person currently in the Ministry who has not been – and so far, is not being – dealt with according to the stated protocols.

I refer to Craig Janke in QLD, who very clearly falls within the scope of people who should not be attending meetings and yet is being allowed to even remain in the Ministry.

Craig was in South Australia in your time there, and you were made aware of allegations against him relating to inappropriate behaviour towards children (in fact, it seems likely that you actually knew of this before he arrived in the state). It is a known fact that you privately acknowledged that you were satisfied that the allegations against him have substance (though in a meeting of church elders in the field where Craig had been you later downplayed it and gave the impression that there was nothing in the allegations). You arranged for him to be sent back to QLD because of these matters, and I understand you made the remark that you would not have him in the ministry in your state. On his return to QLD he eventually returned to a role in the ministry and has remained there until this time. It is beyond understanding how you have dared to produce a letter which claims that you will deal with CSA matters when you are allowing this person to retain a ministry role. This is dishonest and deceitful behaviour. You need to be aware that I have begun to share these facts with everybody who raises the issue of the letter to me, and I will continue to do so.

A further matter of concern relates to the conspicuous absence of Max Goldsack’s name from the bottom of the letter, which has served to focus a spotlight on him and has caused many questions to be raised. The comment most frequently made about this is that it is likely because your overseer group are aware (as you would be) of Max’s questionable record on moral matters, including his well-known homosexual relationships. Personally, it was with jaw-dropping disbelief that I heard he was to be appointed overseer of the state of West Australia – this was an open assault on the principles of the Bible, a betrayal of the ministry and the Church, and a death-blow to the credibility of the overseer group.

These concerns are not trivial, nor may they be ignored. Please take notice that this letter will be shared, by any means, with anybody who has an interest in these matters.

Yours sincerely,

Graham Thompson


WINGS Note: The original letter from most Australian and New Zealand overseers was posted 1st July https://wingsfortruth.info/2023/07/01/australia-nz-letter-to-the-church/ WINGS is unaware of any criminal allegations against anyone mentioned in this letter.

Timeline of Decisions Pertaining to CSA made by Ray Hoffmann, Barry Barkley, and Dale Shultz

Ray Hoffmann:

Ira Hobbs: (overseer of Texas)

  • Letter sent out by Ray about Ira in May 2008
  • Ira allowed to attend meetings with children until June 2023
  • Ray sent out CSA resources in 2008. Overseers claim that they didn’t know some of the facts and are only just now learning but we know that isn’t the case.
    https://wingsfortruth.info/wp-content/uploads/2013/01/rayhoffman-2pp2.pdf
  • Ray praises Ira’s spirit and says “there are too many allegations to be dismissed and disbelieved” which were only discovered when an officer investigating put out a notice for victims to come forward. Ray only wrote this letter due to the amount of victims that came forward.
  • Jean’s story: https://wingsbts.proboards.com/thread/244/jeans-story

Leslie White: (Overseer of Colorado)

  • Ray needed Laura (rape victim) to report to the authorities before he could remove Leslie White from the work.
  • Laura raped by Leslie in 2003 at Elizabeth preps and reported in 2012 . Only then was Leslie removed from the work.
  • Ray allowed Leslie to speak in his gospel meetings in recent years until April of 2023.
  • Laura says: “From all I’ve heard Leslie has continued his behavior and because of Ray Hoffmann’s refusal to put him out of all meetings and Ray and other overseers’ refusal to write a letter and notify the church (the people) of Leslie’s behavior and lack of repentance, his behavior has been allowed to continued and his abuse of women and young girls has been enabled.”
  • “In 2012 Ray Hoffmann looked me in the eye and promised and assured me that Leslie White would never be in the work again, yet in April of 2023, 11 years later, it was discovered that Ray himself was letting Leslie speak in gospel meetings. When asked why, Ray answered; “Maybe not the wisest choice”. ” Laura.
  • Cynthia Liles (P.l) says: “I noticed online there were a couple of comments suggesting White was actually still in the work in Maine. I learned in late March or early April of 2023 that Ray Hoffmann indeed had let him back in the work by letting him speak in gospel meetings.
    This was confirmed with Ray in a phone call.”
  • https://wingsfortruth.info/2023/06/24/victims-of-leslie-white-speak-out Refer here for all of Leslie’s inappropriate behaviors. Leslie spoke very inappropriately about sexual matters in gospel meetings and engaged in numerous inappropriate behaviors. Ray moved Leslie around but never removed him from the work.
  • Ray made the comment to the mediator’s father (see Barry Barkley) “If not for the sister worker (Laura), Leslie would still be in the work.”
  • Ray has also stated (April 2023): “Well it’s tricky because a lot of times victims who come forward are mentally unstable and while we feel for them, it’s hard to know what to do.”

Barry Barkley:

Leslie White:

  • Present for orgasm comment and later denied it happened
  • Met with divorced woman and was informed of Leslie’s very inappropriate questions (wings for truth link above) and did nothing about it with a mediator present in 2009.
  • Barry later told the mediator of another report from a young sister worker that felt uncomfortable with Leslie’s comments to her in front of young brother workers.
  • Barry made multiple comments that he would not “surge ahead of God” when victim and mediator asked that Leslie White be removed from the work. Mediator warned Barry that there would be more victims
  • Mediator and her husband were removed from field email lists. Bruce Shaw eventually told them they were not welcome to take part in meetings until the mediator had sought out Leslie and forgiven him.
  • Barry was Leslie White’s overseer at the time. (IL)
  • Note: Mediator was unnamed on the victim’s letters to Leslie White, but she later posted her story on AFTT and C&C so we know she is Beth Laswell Boelter.

Dale Shultz:

Robert Corfield:

  • Dale knew of Robert’s CSA in Saskatchewan and moved him to Montana instead of removing him from the work.
  • John Foster says: “Those who also knew of Robert’s crimes and failed to report (Dale Shultz, primarily) will also likely face criminal charges. Dale was horrible to Robert’s primary victim and needs to be held accountable for that situation and many, many others he has handled horribly and with utter disdain for victims.”
  • https://wingsfortruth.info/2023/05/31/robert-corfield-circumstances/  
  • Robert Corfield’s victim recently disclosed on the Advocates for Truth FB page that he was physically assaulted by Dale for disclosing his abuse to a friend.

John VandenBerg:

Milford Town Hall: (Ray and Barry present) Rays problematic comments follow:

  • “The next person to speak stated that they wanted reassurance that all allegations would be reported and people in the area be informed.”
    The moderator tried to bring the mic to Ray Hoffmann to respond to this and Ray motioned the mic away and did not respond.
  • Ray zeroed in on one report. He painted a picture of the reporter being untrustworthy. He said “I’m not aware of anything I’ve been involved with CSA. If people can prove that I knowingly moved a perpetrator to another field I will happily step down, I will happily step down, I will go to jail, I’m not afraid of jail. I don’t think it would be wise to step down off the suggestion of one person.”
  • Ray referenced James as an overseer and that James had the last word. He also said that someone has to make the plans and organize. He then said that he used to be Catholic and he definitely won’t be going back to that and that he didn’t like the hierarchy.
    The person who asked said “there is a hierarchy of the friends, elders, sister workers, brother workers, older workers, and overseers.”
  • Ray said that it’s important to have overseers who are led by God and to manage, otherwise every worker would just be doing what they think is right. (Pointing to the sisters workers) he says the sister workers are submissive in their place and are happy to be. Maybe you would like to speak on that? (Motioning for a sister worker to speak).

Letter to the church, whether or not you attend meetings

All my life I have preferred to stay out of the spotlight, to quietly try to fill my place and do my part. Unfortunately, there sometimes comes a time where it is necessary to be willing to stand for what is right while others sit silently by. I recently went to Hermosa convention with a testimony burned on my heart. For days I wrestled with it, prayed and meditated on it. Asked if it could come from someone else, asked if I could give the testimony and the words be remembered, but not the speaker. Sometimes the answer that we receive is no, and that was my answer. I will not deny the message that God has put on my heart. I will not stand idly by while evil and self-interest pervades God’s people. I stood in the first meeting and spoke my message. As close as I can recall it:

“I have come here with a message upon my heart, and I will have no peace until I share it. David committed a terrible crime. He used his power to take that which was not his, and then used his power to cover it up. He was forgiven, but there were consequences, and he became unworthy to build God’s temple. There will be a day when forgiveness is absolute, in eternity forgiveness will have no consequences and no loss of worthiness. But we are not in eternity, and while we are on earth there are consequences and there can be a loss of worthiness. Lately we have been hearing stories of those who used their power to commit terrible acts, and stories of those who used their power to cover those acts up. There can be forgiveness, but there are consequences and there is a loss of worthiness. Some have become unworthy of having fellowship in our homes – especially ones with the most innocent and vulnerable. Some have become unworthy to be a part of God’s ministry. Every year we hear from the platform about that desperate need in the harvest field. There is a need, but that need might not seem so desperate if the worthy ministers were not unevenly yoked with the unworthy and with wolves.”

This is not a message I feel worthy to speak on but is a message that I must share. There seems to be a thought amongst some that the only way to be saved is to attend meetings. That casting people from our fellowship homes is relegating people to hell. That is not true. We do not need meetings to be saved, we need a close personal relationship with God. Abusers that are truly repentant will see that they are a danger to the meetings and accept that they have lost worthiness. They will accept that there are places that they cannot go, that there are positions that they are unworthy of. The ones who fight against those consequences are the ones who are not repentant.

Growing up reading the bible I was aware that there were going to be false ministers, that there were going to be wolves in sheep’s clothing hiding among the flock. So, when the stories originally came out I was sad, but not surprised. What did surprise me were the stories that kept coming out about all of those who used their position to sweep things under the rug. To tell victims of terrible abuse that they needed to forgive their abusers and to not involve the law. Hearing of workers, who were known to be abusers, moved to a different state rather than removed from the ministry and arrested. I cannot begin to express the hate that has raged in my heart since hearing those stories. We are to be like God. To love the things that God loves and to hate the things that God hates. God hates the abuse of his little ones. God hates that the abusers are allowed to remain in his ministry. God hates that ministers in positions of power would prefer to do that which is easy to that which is right.

It’s easy to pass off the blame. It’s easy to tell victims that they need to forgive their abusers. It’s easy to allow people to remain in meetings, to allow ministers to remain in the ministry. None of it is right. Mathew 23:24 “Ye blind guides, which strain at a gnat and swallow a camel.” Why is there such a strain to tell survivors to forgive those who are not even repentant. Why is that the gnat that causes such consternation. You have swallowed the camel that is sexual assault. You have swallowed the camel that is abuse. Mathew 23:25 “Woe unto you, scribes and Pharisees, hypocrites! For ye make clean the outside of the cup and of the platter, but within they are full of extortion and excess.”

I will name no names in this letter. I do not know who the righteous are and who the unrighteous are. The overseers and the workers know who among them is unworthy. The elders and meetings know who among them is unworthy. They know who clings to power. They know who (Matthew 23:26) “love the uppermost rooms at feasts, and chief seats at the synagogues.” Cast them out.

There are few things that Jesus said that are said in multiple gospels. One thing that was said in Mathew, Mark, and Luke was deemed important enough to be included in 3 of them. Mark 9:42 “And whosoever shall offend one of these little ones that believe in me, it is better for him that a millstone were hanged about his neck, and he were cast into the sea.” That verse isn’t just for the people who have perpetrated abuse. Not just for those who swept it under the rug. That verse is also for those who sat idly by. Those who, through their lack of standing against evil, caused offence. In testimony we also heard at Hermosa that in the parable of the good Samaritan that it was the fault of the thieves that the man was in a ditch on the side of the road. But that as soon as the Levite and priest saw and did nothing, they were why that man was still in the ditch.

John Stuart Mill wrote “Bad men need nothing more to compass their ends, than that good men should look on and do nothing.” Too many have done nothing. Too many have walked on the other side of the road while the wounded were dying. Too many have trusted that others knew best. Do not deceive yourself. You know what is best, you know what Jesus would do. He would cast the evil out.

I have seen many letters from those who have stopped coming to meetings, explaining why – the wrong that they saw in the church. This is my letter as to why I have stayed. It is not because I need the fellowship. Never have I learned or grown more in my personal relationship with God, than during Covid when we had no fellowship meetings. I stayed, because I love the friends. It is because I believe that this is the closest thing to what Jesus taught. I have stayed because I believe that change must come from within. I am unafraid of being asked not to share. I am unafraid of being asked not to attend. Mathew 10:28 “Fear not them which kill the body but are not able to kill the soul: but rather fear him which is able to destroy both soul and body in hell.”

I have seen the pride that people have in what family people come from. People revering “good families” as if the next generation inherits the testimony of the prior. I have seen people looked down on because they aren’t from the white middle or upper class. I have seen the pervasion of tradition being treated as scripture. I have seen people create rules and treat them as if they are the law. I have not been blind. I have tried to do everything I can to push back on those wrongs, but now I publicly state the feelings of my heart on these issues.

Some of the worst offences we have seen are by those who come from a “good family” and “made a mistake”. That attitude is what allows repeat offenders to continue their offences. A lot of the offences are pushed under the rug because they are committed on those that are seen as on the fringes of the flock. Offenders can sense who the most vulnerable are. They can sense who the flock does not fully welcome. They target them and go free, because people don’t care as much about them. I will not dance around the issues with niceties and platitudes. Often it is the poor, the ones from broken homes, and the minorities who get no consideration. When they face abuse and cry out, they are the most likely to be told what happened was their own fault. There is an issue with racism. There is an issue with classism. There is an issue with elitism. There is an issue with sexism. There is an issue with tradition. God’s way is perfect, but men are trying to walk it imperfectly. These are the imperfections. These are the reasons that it took so long for these issues to come to light. Unless I am asked not to, I will consider myself a part of this way, but I will not accept the wrongs that are pervading it.

It may feel less important than some of the terrible wrongs that have been happening, but it is also important to stamp out the littler things. The tradition of it being evil or wrong for women to wear pants or have their hair down is something that should have been left in the past. The continued control of how women look, and dress is about control and shame. There is no reason that people dress in a specific way to go to fellowship meetings. How many people who would have happily shared fellowship with us have been turned aside by something that is not biblical and is treated as if it is. It is not because they are unwilling, it is because they see something that is not of God. It is easier to blame others than look within.

Do what is right, not what is easy. Look within the fellowship, cast out traditions, prove the ministers, and live for God.

Trevor Larsen

Fargo, ND

Two Professing Women Share their Stories

This is a combined letter. Two women in their 50’s, one from Australia, one from New Zealand. They are related by marriage and friends by choice, forever united due to csa in their past. Their stories should be rare, especially in an organisation where the whole purpose and ethos is centred around Godly things. Their stories should be rare even from just a human standpoint. Yet, as we all know by now, their stories have become familiar, they’re almost the norm these days.

One of the children was about 12 years old when she jumped innocently into bed with her grandfather. It wasn’t long before his hands were inside her underwear. She froze then managed to escape the further harm that had been done to her cousins and perhaps her sisters. Like the other perpetrator, this man was much respected, an elder, he even had a child in the work. No one suspected what was going on and even if they had, they would not have said anything as that is the culture of the church. Ignore it. It is not happening if we ignore it.

The other child was swimming in a public swimming pool with her family. The father of another family sat her on his knee and asked if she could feel “that”. She had no idea what “that” was but an instinct deep in her soul told her this was incredibly wrong. He caught up with her again some time later and tried to pull her underwear down. Again she escaped before further harm could be inflicted. This man was the elder of a church, he had a meeting in his home and he was revered by all. None suspected what was going on and even if they had, they would not have said anything as that is the culture of the church. Ignore it. It is not happening if we ignore it.

One of these children experienced another trauma at the age of 18. She was touched inappropriately by a male worker. Maybe he doesn’t even remember this interaction but she does. She had buried it deep in her memory until it came crashing back to her when she read a recent account of this same man. He is now out of the work due to his extremely disgraceful behaviour in a foreign country.

Through the years these women have tried to keep their experiences as children in perspective. They’ve told themselves that others were harmed worse, even by the men who harmed them. Yet those encounters have affected their entire lives. Choices they’ve made, the way they brought up their own children, their mental health and on and on. CSA continues to cause harm all throughout life. These women will not be silenced anymore. They both still attend meetings and they both are willing to do everything in their power to ensure that not one more child is harmed by powerful men within the church.