Dear workers,
I was once one of you. You are very familiar with parables and stories. I feel compelled to share this with you. I am trying to help you understand where I am, why I’m here, how I feel, and who did this to me. The only way I can do this justice is by telling you a story that describes that. Reading this will be (and should be) VERY uncomfortable for you. If you have an ounce of integrity, if you have any faith in Christ, if you have any feeling in your heart for souls beyond yourself, read this despite the discomfort.
I stand on the doorstep of your house. I knock, but expect no answer. How do I know I’m at the right place? There is no address. I can tell because this house is different than every other house I’ve passed. From them, I heard crying and wailing. I peeked in some of their windows and saw people weeping. What a pitiful state they were in! Their skin was covered with rashes where the uncomfortable sackcloth irritated it. Between their sobs they often coughed as dust from the ashes around them got caught in their throat.
But this house is different. The only sounds that might represent sorrow are the cries of “why me?” and “it’s not fair!” when another perpetrator gets caught. I peek through a window and listen in on the conversations. The discussions aren’t joyful, but they’re not repentant either. “How much longer must we endure this drudgery? Surely things will get back to the blissful normalcy we deserve soon!” The words are loud and clear, no one is sorry for them to be overheard.
Oh yes, I am at the right house. I struggle with the burden in my arms and knock again. Someone has been here before me. They tore the cover off of a copy of your gospel meeting hymn book. With a marker, they circled the part of the cover that carries the warning in small caps: “WORDS ONLY”. The cover has been nailed to the door as a warning to anyone who stops by expecting action, change, help, or even compassion. “WORDS ONLY”, no fruit here.
I’ve taken enough time. I need to keep moving. I leave my load on the stoop and walk away.
What will you find when you finally open the door? You will find the body of my faith, faith that has been with me for decades. Crushed and lifeless, totally broken beyond repair. Not my faith in “The Truth”, not my faith in a group of people, not my faith in a ministry.
This was my faith in the very existence of a kind and loving God.
Who did this?
You did. Time and again (beginning when I was a teenager), when I personally needed help, you were nowhere. When Dean Bruer’s truth was made public, you refused to expose the evildoers you knew about. You took so long to respond to the crisis that it is obvious your care was never for the victim-survivors. You care most of all for your own reputation and so you tried to hush the cries of the injured. I have never trusted wicked men to do the right thing, but I trusted you. You failed me and so many others. Your influence and false doctrine convinced people to write letters to judges in support for perpetrators — letters that called the victims liars.
You did this. You taught that hell was a place for those who disagreed with you. You spoke as an authority on things you could not have known. You had fellowship with abusers but said gay people were “confused”. You never asked a gay person what their relationship with God was like. Even today, the thought of a gay person existing and having a relationship with God fills you with discomfort and dread… and even if you feel otherwise you would never dare preach it because you love the praise of men more than the praise of the God you preach.
And what about your treatment of workers who leave the work? “WORDS ONLY”. This week a worker from this field went home because his young frame is worn out by this injustice. Did the overseer send him home with any financial help? Nope, we asked him. Overseers have proven to be very comfortable watching ex-workers suffer. You will preach about “love”, but you refuse to show it, or to even encourage your ex-workers to get counseling for the trauma you have caused. You refuse to give them funds to make that possible.
But not everyone in the work is an overseer! What about those who aren’t? What about brothers and sisters who aren’t in positions of leadership? There is no longer a distinction between good worker and bad worker. All who continue are a part of the ministry of destruction. You say you are powerless, but you have a voice. Have you used it? Have you been angry when you saw oppression? Have you valued souls in their agony enough to speak out? Have you been like most, frozen in fear of what you might suffer by speaking out loudly and definitely? Or have you been motivated by love to make things right for the injured and the oppressed?
What have you preached? Have you preached the doctrine of a creator who loved souls so much he made a plan with another part of his divine self to sacrifice him to purify souls? It is said that there was such love and unity between them that still today people debate whether God is one person or three. Was the doctrine you preached similarly united with the values of that divinity? Or was it a doctrine that “flesh is so bad, the world is so bad, you are so bad”, a doctrine that focused not on how marvelous God is, but rather on how right your form is?
Interestingly, scripture teaches that your God lives within people, but few ever felt pure enough to believe it. What if that message was supposed to be that Love lives within us? It does say that “God is love”. If there is a God and he is love, he has been sorely misrepresented by your actions and your inactions.
My faith is dead. Others’ faith is dying. You are the reason. You accuse people of trying to destroy God’s way, yet you refuse to be good or honest enough to admit that you are the force of destruction for so many children, parents, siblings, souls. Some of you say “But we are doing things! We are believing the victims! We are turning people in to authorities and assisting with investigations!” But you also justify the heavy loads you’ve laid on us when you didn’t understand, you’ve told us to stay in a toxic place, you’ve scolded us for being “rash” when we got fed up with the psychological injuries we’ve endured.
My faith is dead and you do not care.
Where is this purposeful stride taking me now? Where am I headed? I am going to the wilderness. You taught me that was a place to avoid, a place that is unsafe. There is nowhere less safe than your house. I am going to the wilderness. I am going to learn and to love. Love is the only thing I trust now. I know those who have loved me and I know those whom I have loved. I will meet others and love them, too. Is love divine? I don’t know. I do know love isn’t all-powerful. I do know love doesn’t know everything. I do know if there is a God someday he will teach me about himself through love. He will not punish me for letting go of false, hurtful, powerless doctrine. Even if there is no God, our love for one another can only make this life better.
So I am going to the wilderness. This is where you have driven me.
- How many more souls must see their faith destroyed?
- How many others must you drive away before you repent?
Make no mistake: CSA is a wicked fruit. You must deal with it now. However, if you only deal with the fruit and not with the root, wickedness will rise up again in time.
- Why has your fellowship and your ministry become such a safe place for perpetrators?
- Why have sister workers gone from house to house teaching that the solution is for parents to do better at watching their children?
- Why do you refuse to clothe your spirit in sackcloth and sit in ashes?
- Why do you preach about repentance but prove to be wholly incapable and unwilling to practice it?
- What is it about your ministry that you are so proud of? What seems so righteous or good to you that you so willingly excuse all the wickedness, deceit, and coverups?
- And finally, Mr. Ray Hoffmann, when you knew everything that Ira Hobbs had done, why did you write in a letter, “The things that we have felt needful to discuss here is in no way to take away from all the good that Ira has done, nor of Americo”?
These are uncomfortable questions you must ask if you have any hope of the future being better. These are not questions I need to hear answered because I am done with “WORDS ONLY”. But there are others who still look to you expecting help. Do not destroy their faith as you have destroyed mine. You consider the blood of Jesus holy. If you believe that, then start treating the souls on whose behalf that blood was shed as holy as well.
Sincerely finished,
Joel Riggs
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I am sorry. I’m just so sorry. I feel your pain. There are a few, but not nearly enough, who have been angry when they saw oppression. A few who have valued souls in their agony enough to speak out loudly and definitely. A few who have been motivated by love to try to make things right for the injured and the oppressed. I treasure those few.
Joel, don’t let evil people destroy your faith in God. That’s exactly what Satan wants. People will always disappoint us. I, too, am horrified that some Workers let this go on for years and not tell us. It could have happened to my kids. When I was a child, I wondered why preachers didn’t go out like Jesus sent the disciples. The way is right. Evil people came in it, like Judus. They should have been exposed, and not allowed to attend meetings. It makes it hard to trust anyone. I hope God will give you peace. I hope all that have been abused, raped, will find peace with God. I hope all perpetrators will go to prison where they belong, because they have given their victims a lifetime sentence.
Thank you for your letter. We hope every worker in every country across the world reads this letter. So much needs to be addressed. Our hearts ache for you.
My heart is breaking for you, dear Joel. So much love coming your way.
Far out. Incredible letter. Workers the world over will dismiss this at their own peril.
Thank you. You have said what I have felt since leaving the work in 1996. I left because this issue was being hidden. I could not support the corruption and other abuse. I believe it’s called having integrity
I could not put my natural fathers or my spiritual Fathers name on this ministry
I believe in following Jesus not man
Joel you are not alone, please reach out to others, we care.
If you want to you are more than welcome to correspond with me, Wings can give you my e mail address, thanks.
Dear Joel, I don’t know you but your letter and the pain it conveys weigh heavy on my heart and mind. I pray that you can find peace, and that you will find the love and the God of love that you seek.
I will continue to pray for all of us as individuals, that our faith in our living God and Creator and our Savior will not be damaged by the foolish prideful actions of some so-called workers and friends. Where our faith in God has been damaged or lost entirely, I pray that it can be restored and regained.
It’s not my place to give unsolicited advice to you or others, but as a plea for consideration: Please let’s not let human error and evilness take away the hope and confidence that we as individual souls can rightly have in God and Jesus.
❤️
I hear you, Joel. I understand. You have put my cry into words. I know the destitute feeling. We started this journey of sick discovery several years before Dean Bruer. We are here. You are not alone. Duane & I love you. Real love greater than ourselves is still out there. Just not where we expected it to be. Thanks for honestly speaking and crying out and pleading. Your voice expressed so much better than we have been able to do.
Amen!!
This is worthwhile watching, goes about abuse in spiritual leadership in general, it describes it well, just sad that it is true and allowed.
This video was helpful. Thank you for sharing.
Thank you for sharing this. Would be wonderful if this was viewed by many.
Thanks for sharing this Louise. I don’t know you at all and that doesn’t matter here.
I heartily approve this message.
If we are honest with ourselves and even if we have no personal experience with abuse then at least arm yourself with this knowledge presented in this talk.
Excellent video. I’m going to watch it again.
Joel, you nailed it! In a sense, the ministry (as a whole) is too concerned about being attacked and feeling invalidated (which is incredibly selfish) rather than seeing the need, showing and proving LOVE, and actually doing actions that matter. Thank you for sharing your heart. The wilderness has many beautiful places, and I hope you find so many wanderers out there who show you love. We’ve connected before – feel free to reach out any time.
Joel, you have always shown nothing but love & care to our family. I’m so sorry for the hurt & pain you have experienced. Our eyes have been opened. We don’t want to pull support from those honest souls in the ministry, but we will NOT be part of, nor support, a corrupt ministry.
The silence & proof of caring from the top level of leadership has been deafening. It has been heart breaking to feel & to come to terms with. We now see everything thru a different lens.
How blind we have been. 💔. Now that we know better, we will take a stand for what is right.
Joel, thank you for stepping up on with your experience and sharing it. For me the sum of it was when you said, “Ray Hoffman, when you knew everything that Ira Hobbs had done, why did you write in a letter, “The things that we have felt needful to discuss here is in no way to take away from all the good that Ira has done”. Just as Dean Bruer, and all the other predators did, “all the good”. Which they did do some ” good”. They weren’t predators 24/7. That would blow their cover. Also, let’s not forget “all the good” that every person that is rightfully in prison for evil action has done. For that matter, I am sure the people that wanted Jesus killed had areas of their life where they also could be recognized for “all the good” they did. Ray is living with a seared conscience, as are many people in leadership positions. They can’t recognize evil and they cannot see the harm evil does. Evil is not Godly and there is no good in evil. As long as leadership keeps it tight reign on this religion, what you write about, Joel, will be written again and again and again. And, leadership will not change. So it will be written about again.
Joel, thanks for sharing your thoughts… and mine! Living LOVE is the only thing, not the false doctrine embraced by the workers. You won’t be alone in the wilderness; many of us will be meeting you there soon to have true fellowship just like Jesus loved to do in the garden. Only then will we finally learn that Love lives within us. Looking forward to seeing you there!
Joel- Thanks for writing this and I wholeheartedly agree and the shame I feel should be magnified even more to those in oversight(poor choice of words I realize)… We always loved having you in our home and being around you and your family. Much love from us and as the “scales” are falling from our eyes there are those that are standing up for the right. I appreciate all you have shared over the last months and I have learned many things about the “business” side of things from you. I’m so sorry I was blind before to much of it but I just want to say that the cost you have spent to put this online will not be in vain. I’m sorry you have had to go through this but thank you again and much love to you from here in Southern Ohio.
Joel, We are sending you so much love and prayers to God, who is Love, for His presence beside you and may you find healing.
Five years ago we were staring into the wilderness also. It was scary. It looked empty. It was a huge void. We knew to enter it, we would lose everything we had ever known…family, friends, community, beliefs we held for over sixty years. Trembling, we took that first step away from what our entire lives had been and into the unknown.
Joel, it has been beautiful. Full of heartache, yes, but our loving God is with us. It is here, in the wilderness, that we have found Him and He has taught us who He is. We praise God every day for leading us to where we are now.
May your journey be filled with blessing.
Joel, Thank you for posting. I feel the pain and sorrow in your letter. I am sorry for all of us who trusted that God was keeping our ministry pure. I sincerely pray that God can provide healing for you in the wilderness. May He help you see that He was not in the church abuse you endured, may you find Him, pure and undefiled by man and tradition, and may you learn to have faith again. ❤️🩹
Joel, I am so sorry for your pain and confusion. Over many years, I felt concern as so many beautiful young workers left the work, and I wondered what hidden problem or lack of support was causing such an exodus of people who began with pure hearts and motives, and zeal to share the good news with people everywhere. I think you have shed light on the major cause of the exodus. I pray that the love of God and the power of His Spirit will change the hearts of those who have become hard and proud and unmovable. May you find peace and solace.
Joel’s excellent letter should be required reading for all in the group. Wondering if Joel was thinking of the Montana 12 when he wrote “have you been angry when you saw oppression?”. They obviously were not angry with the CSA offending elder in their state. Wondering if Joel was thinking of John Wilbur, his former companion in Ohio, when he wrote “…. people to write letters to judges in support for perpetrators”, as Wilbur did at least twice in support of the convicted CSA offender David Johnson.
To Joel and those responding to his spot on post …..
the sad part of this “evident fruit”
Is the many (Gaslighters)with heads buried in
“Worker SERVING Sauce”
that will never be on this site or read a thing as they are so self righteous in themselves and exclusivity that they would say if they did read it the problem is JOELS!
Mr. Riggs is going to HELL in their “no words” book!
I’ve read so many posts recently
that say “GOD IS GETTING RID OF THE DEAD WOOD or “THOSE FLEEING AWAY ARE WEAK” implying that the workers and unfaithful that leave were worthless anyway”!
The above comments can be found on any boards or blogs the Saints and Workers frequent!
The sad reality is they are involved in an unsaved faith and self righteous social group and are not honest enough or to scared of personal persecution to take steps in the Wilderness!
Because of this lack of faith,
I pray they do as COMMENTER MAX and others have written and that is to “ read their bibles and find the versus that say “saved by Grace thru Faith, thus not boasting in one’s own accomplishments!! eph2: 8 and 9!
I know!
Why in almost 50 years did I not understand that verse and those like it?
It’s all throughout the Bible and people that are born into it, THINK JUST they alone have the one true way and so glad they were saved from the wilderness”!
FORGETTING……
JESUS IS THE ONE TRUE WAY!
Hopefully before it is to late they will all feel the saving Grace of the free gift that God provides all men and lock their meeting room doors and close their wallets to the penniless, abuser approving leaders!
Finally, 2/3rds of the sheep love being fed cherry picked verses and the promise of a death day salvation! Maybe!
Sad! Very SAD!
The Wilderness is none of this!
It Joyous and full of Gods saving Grace!
It’s Freedom!
Freedom from Self righteousness and
Worker Worship!
With Love for the CONCERNED and all honest mankind,
HJB
Joel Riggs: Today we read your deep, twisting, brutal, honest, deeply wounded and honest – heart felt letter with DEEP clarity. Each uttered word is evidence of a deep-twisting knife. That torn cover with the warning “Words Only” is even more frightening BECAUSE THEIR very WORDS are not in Our Holy Bible.
YES, we could not believe THAT either!
You must see it for yourself! Do you worship in the Jewish Temple?
Acts 2:42- 46 These are the WORDS of the very “Doctrine” of the “12 Jewish -Apostles” that the workers follow. ((Who do you THINK you are following?)
So, if those words of their “Doctrine are not in God’s Holy Bible”:::
then whose WORDS are they following? Not Jesus or the 12 Apostles!
2 Corinthians 11:13 – :15 ??? You read that! What is your thought???
Acts 2:14 -:39 These Jews (:5) who believed all the Old Testament Prophets had
written and Jesus ministry in his flesh and believed Jesus 12 apostles.
1 Peter 1:11 Peter explains to them: O. T. prophets WROTE through “what”
the “Spirit of Christ” which was in them DID SIGNIFY when they testified…
You must prove for yourself The workers WORDS are NOT following the 12
AND free yourself from their twisting Knife. Read Bible as “Spirit of Christ”
After we read Barry Hunnel’s straight forward, articulate post; we are assured he is a straight thinker and able to READ God’s WORD as written.
Thank You Barry! for taking the smoke away AND revealing the “wilderness”!!!
Yes, no one can understand the DEEP mental, and emotional bondage we are in — UNTIL we are cast into the wilderness.
In that “wilderness” when our hearts and minds have discovered God’s WORD and God’s Heart and Plan for “But Now” Romans 3:21- :28.
THEN follow Barry Hunnel’s advice: as he prays for those in an “unsaved faith and self righteous social group”………. to actually read God’s ‘Epistles to Us”!
YES, take-out your Bible: Open to God’s very WORD written with your address on the envelope. ((Matthew, Mark, Luke, John and Acts 1: thru 12: is to Jews!))
Exodus 19:5 – :6 explains what God set aside his Chosen Nation Israel to do
:9 for ever. They would not! You must read for yourself!
There are 3 reasons God turned from the Nation of Israel
#1.That Nation rejected God. Amos 8:11-:12 chilling! God was silent 400 years
#2. Matthew 2:1-:4 God the Son: Jesus was born– who knew? =:5-:6
4:17, :23 What did he ministry to them?
Nation of Israel’s promised Heavenly Kingdom was at Hand.
WHAT did that very Government of Israel demand? Matt.27:20 – :25
#3. Have you ever worried about the “unforgivable sin”? 2×2’s use as a club!
Worry NO MORE! Matthew 12:31-:32. These are Jesus’ words to the very
Government of Israel: Pharisees Math.12:2, :14, :24- :25. NOT to you, NOW!
Acts chapter 6: and 7: record Israel’s very Court; with their own WORDS
blasphemy The Holy Spirit and with very own hands stoned Stephen.
This explains when and why God “turned from” his chosen Nation and God’s Good News of their covenanted – promised earthly kingdom-was no longer preached by the 12 Apostles to Israel after Acts 13:. …
But Romans 11:25 – 27; God through Paul explains it is NOT forever….
Romans 3:25- :27 THEN God will turn back to his promises and the Gospel of the Kingdom to Israel.
“BUT Now” is: Romans 3:21 this is to us. Ephesians 2:4-:10 as Barry tells us.
Who are we? Ephesians 2:11-:16. We were this But God thru Apostle Paul, now
Romans 3:25-:27 NOW, the result is Ephesians 1:12 – :13; “2:4-:10 ,YES-, :8 – :9”
Barry Hunnel explains at the end of His Post – WHAT the Wilderness is:
Yes, You Gotta Love it! And the “Risen Christ” in heaven has reached down and given all those in Ephesians 2:11- :16 ((who were us!!!) HOPE, yes to us.
Yes, each of YOU; so many have written: “READ your Bibles”! and these verses.
BECAUSE 1 Corinthians 2:5-:10 explains We can know EVEN the DEEP things of God. Paul who is Ephesians 3:1-9 (:7-:9) yes, NOT Jews)) IS the apostle to us Gentiles. Barry says: feel the saving Grace of the Free Gift that God provides.
Joel, we love you and appreciate all your efforts & support in this struggle. Unfortunately, so many feel we’re attacking the workers and “The Truth”. While there may be a few who are attacking, majority just want an apology for the cover-ups, support for victims, and those who have participated in cover-ups to step aside, so trust can be restored in leadership. And allow enough checks and balances so human thoughts & heirarchy isn’t what is reigning over all, that God is reigning over all. Love so much that this is what you’re fighting for & breaks my heart that it’s even something we have to fight for.
Please keep the faith my friend.
Without faith we are all lost and we cannot please God. If we base our faith in God on what some man (or workers, or overseers) say and do, or do not do, then Satan will win. And God is not willing to let any of us just perish that way. Like Jesus told Peter, “I have prayed for thee, that thy faith fail not”. And he is still concerned today for all of us, which is why he asked in (Luke 18:8) “Nevertheless when the Son of man cometh, shall he find faith on the earth?”
God is still in control of every situation just like we read in the Old Testament in 1st Samuel about Eli who was God’s chosen high priest, and his and sons, Hophni and Phinehas, who were priests under Eli’s oversight and they were unbelievably evil: committing fornication, adultery, stealing the people’s tithes for themselves; and Eli knew all about it and yet he did nothing, and covered it up. And God allowed it to continue for a time before taking care of it. And with this we have the example of Hannah who with all this going on did not lose her faith in the way of God, but kept praying for God’s help and guidance. She did not demand that God remove Eli, she just kept praying and God heard her prayers, and she was even willing to bring her son, Samuel, to Eli for training knowing the evil in Eli’s house at that time, but trusted in God.
I desperately pray that we can all keep our faith in God and not let any man destroy it. Because nothing can separate us from God’s love, the true way in Jesus, saved by His grace through faith.
Thank you for these thoughts. I agree, and it was good for me to hear this today. I wouldn’t want to see anybody lose faith in God. This evil is of man alone and our faith is not in men.
Joel wrote “to workers”
Well these are uncomfortable questions to Joel and to commentators who have posted:
To use Joel’s words “These are uncomfortable questions you must ask if you have any hope of the future being better”:
Does Joel himself or you believe Joel’s following statements are true of
i) all or
ii)even a majority or
ii)even a minority
of workers? :
“How much longer must we endure this drudgery? Surely things will get back to the blissful normalcy we deserve soon!”
“You took so long to respond to the crisis that it is obvious your care was never for the victim-survivors. You care most of all for your own reputation and so you tried to hush the cries of the injured”
“You taught that hell was a place for those who disagreed with you.”
“Even today, the thought of a gay person existing and having a relationship with God fills you with discomfort and dread…”
“Overseers have proven to be very comfortable watching ex-workers suffer.”
“All who continue are a part of the ministry of destruction. You say you are powerless, but you have a voice. Have you used it?”
“Have you been angry when you saw oppression? Have you valued souls in their agony enough to speak out? ”
“Have you been like most, frozen in fear of what you might suffer by speaking out loudly and definitely? Or have you been motivated by love to make things right for the injured and the oppressed?”
“But you also justify the heavy loads you’ve laid on us when you didn’t understand, you’ve told us to stay in a toxic place, you’ve scolded us for being “rash” when we got fed up with the psychological injuries we’ve endured.”
@Traveller
It may only be a minority of the workers who are in this position. However, the fly is in the ointment, which contaminates ALL of the ointment. The ministry is a sinking ship, a rotting branch. The ONLY way to God is through JESUS. We don’t have to go through this ministry or any other to have salvation.
@Joel
Keep your faith in God, Jesus, and the Holy Spirit. You need no other.
Agree whole heartedly!
Joel, I don’t post in these forums very often but having read your letter I recognised that where you are standing I too once stood in 1993. On the edge of a metaphorical precipice. Back then I walked away from the fellowship and in to the wilderness, away from family, a marriage, my network, everything I’d ever really known. And I walked away alone! No support, no one understood why as the time was not right back in those days to rip off the Band-Aid and try to expose the injustices, the crimes.
I stayed in the wilderness for over 20 years whilst I shed my old skin and grew in to another person, full of peace and love and freedom from suppression.
God gave me the courage to walk away alone in to the wilderness, he also healed me and brought me back to the green pastures.
It may sound cliche to use the old saying ‘don’t throw the baby out with the bath water’ but having had that said to me at one point in my healing journey, I knew that it fitted my spiritual situation exactly. I was never bitter over the things that had happened to me but I was at risk of becoming indifferent. This was my turning point as I purged the ‘dirty water’ from my soul and took hold of the gold nugget that was left – my relationship with God.
This is only a brief overview of my story and without much detail I acknowledge but I just wanted you to know that sometimes God takes us to the wilderness to repair our vision and our heart.
Take care my friend, things are raw now but they can become amazing!
This is beautiful. I recently left the “safety” of the fold and stepped into the wilderness. I have been a little wobbly out here. But I’m holding tightly to my Father’s hand. I know it will take a while to be rid of decades of brainwashing. But it will happen with God’s love and mercy.
Hymn 349 verse 3 says,
Though satan often may assail,
Though failure I may meet,
And sometimes in my heart I hear
The whispers of defeat,
Still I will journey on with Thee,
My hand held safe in Thine;
For nothing, Lord, can separate
From Thy great love divine.
Love you Joel. Keep the faith.
Thanks for sharing. The Wade Mullen video was amazing just so true amongst us unfortunately. We need to keep up the fight and part of the fight are these web sites that keep us informed and motivated to fight.